Lion's Bird

she is a lion's birds strong in the outside but weak in the inside. Everyone knows her for the happy one. But deep down inside they don't know if she have a knife that is stabbing her heart. The worst thing about being strong is not having no one to ask if you okay or not. She's like that lion's bird that is trying to be free, but her body is to heavy for her wings to fly; Fly away from all the sorrow, Away from all these pain and hurt, Away from all these cries and humiliation, and Away from everyone. That lion's bird sometime all she want is for her to be gone so everything can be done. Her life has been nothing but pain, but I love how she's trying to be strong and put a smile on her face so no one could notice and find out her weaknesses. So she had to put on that mask and to live that fake life, but she refuse to tell and refuse to let someone help her because she have this pride or let me say her experience on how people will throw on her face what they did for her. But she never want revenge or for karma to past by, cause her mom always told her " An eye for an eye make the whole world blind". So she have to forgive and move with her life. All she always had by her side was God (Even though she has been so ungrateful to him, but he never let her by herself.) So much humiliation had her fall into temptation, but now she is ashamed of herself and scared to go back to God, cause she wonder of what they will say. But I hate how right now she is so lost and confuse, she no longer know what to do, so she's trying to hide from anyone who knew her, and anyone who's trying to help her. The devil came to steal her joy, kill her faith, and destroy her life. But she can't fight this battle alone, she's to weak. All she need now is your prayer.