Currently feel down, betrayed, and cheated.
Demons in my mind got the remote of my life in hand overheated
They rewind back to the same image constantly
Where it grows into quantities expanding my body's geography
Someone try to make me feel better
For all its worth, please try and make me laugh, tickle me with a feather
Thoughts weigh me down like a trillon heavy lever
These demons at play all day when my mind feel s like clay
Cant mold or sculpt exactly what is my pain
Though it spreads like melted butter on a heated pan, I can't reach for the cocaine
That is not an option for me to inhale like chow mein
It's been awhile since I felt this down, betrayed and cheated.
Like a nother human life that gets deleted
The pain inside just grows like mold
To the demons I been sold
They laugh as I cry inside
Their gain I can not hide
Wish their were another escape not suicide
Where peace comes to my heart knowing I only tried.
