Uncle

Now I cry myself to sleep i pray the Lord my soul to keep. Uncle fish sleep tight I swear you about to be so proud of me. I love you with all of my whole heart my soul just can't sleep. This one is really eating me up. No more reciting new bars in front of you, hearing u say "go head duck duck do you" no more intellectual conversations about aliens. You said be the voice of the people that ain't here no more. So now i gotta speak for you ? Type mature is that. God being funny took u but leaving these weak, unmotivated, waste off life, no loyalty s breathing? I know with life you can't escape death but who knew you would go so soon at 32. Lil Wayne has seizures all time and he's fine. I know you smiling down on me saying everything okay, I'm not in pain no more. Rest up real one sleep tight. Your in a way better place. The way society is set up I really can't be mad at you for that. We kept it five hundred and thirteen because that were we from , it was no fronting, if when had animosity towards each other we spoke on it and forgave each other it. You would always let me get my point across, if I was wrong or came at you foul, you corrected me without yelling or judgement that why it broke my heart to see you in a casket. I just wanted to shake you, wake you up. "Momma don't cry he just being a sleepy head right now. wake up unc wake up bruh take me with you".Life without you really ain't what's up. Ima try my best to keep in contact with shanesa. Seeing your daughter smile put neosporin on the broken cracks of my heart. Your million dollar smile was a blessing, ima remember the lessons, keep my essence, cause even real s asks questions. Unc please just get your rest even tho my heart is not at peace. Amen