Obsessive Constraints – ARGH!

Thy birth on

January 13th –

cervical contractions

would not abate

the pesky

master (papa),

strove to synchronize

his seminal bait

thence, forty-two weeks

after ma parents

did pro create

Imminent lviii plus

years ago to date

this present baby

boomer doth

indubitably and

inherently equate

Nineteen hundred and

fifty nine bequeathed

birthed mine

kempf ill fate

neurological manifestation

sans obsessive

compulsive did grate

behavioral motif

and analogous

to frontispiece per

the story I hate

of my life and

hard times,

when all of a sudden

out the blue irate

 

the onset of

emotional nadir,

where ballistic

ordnance bombed away

fancy free, innocent,

naïve boyhood

decrying, detonating,

and describing

me own Pigs Bay

Allied, linkedin,

and synced Luftwaffe

and Panzer division

invasion that clay

like materiel within

southern cerebral hemi

sphere inroads

usurped no delay

riding roughshod

via synapse

straits sporting

scoring sorties

using every

axe n newer on

dread did Swiss

hide dill naught

to decimate with

Sherman determi

nation tuff flay

leaving not one

iota (oft times)

referenced as gray

matter unaffected

quite aware

of rebellious

confederated voices

yelling “HOORAY”.

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Sabotaging orbito frontal communication incorporating connection between anterior cingulate gyrus cortex heightening activity bridging (via atom sized pontoon bridges) greater activity upon basal ganglia, which synoptic description does nothing to alter the predisposition to ingress of uncontrollable imbecilic, inexplicable, and illogical fixation particularly during onset of puberty, when an emotional kamikaze nose dive at the nadir of near lifelessness, the shadow of me former self nowhere tubby found on account of deadly symbiotic relationship asper the invisible nemesis – i.e. electrical impulses faux nattering nabobs of mien nativity whereat unseen thriving sensational riffraff quenched powerhouse ousting nestled milkmaids, or rather pressing said resources sans vitality into dangerous, frivolous, and horrendous self destructive antics, where ballistic charges drugged eminent domain former nerve cell size occupants, thoroughly re-engineering sense and sensibility with pride fullness and prejudice on par with dousing one with an opiate that completely upends functioning healthily, judging lovingly, and managing productively versus expending precious time and energy self absorbed into manic, neurotic, and/or psychotic actions, manners, thoughts, et cetera, which irrationality got embedded within the neurological interstices, which even as of this moment hound me akin to wild beasts circling ever closer to launch mortal kombat against their very housing.