I keep asking myself why would you choose to hurt me? You know you were all I had and you knew I never talked to anyone before and so many other things..why look at me and give me the first experience of how savage men are? Why would you want to do that to someone. Why be that person that I will always remember as the person who broke my heart. Why would you want that title? I just dnt understand. This is so ***ed up I can’t even be mad..all I can do is cry, take it to the chin and blame myself. I dnt understand and I guess I never will cause I haven’t heard from you and really have no real way to contact you anyway but you liked it like that and I had to accept it...I knew this day would come and I would see my worth was never more than black and white words...3yrs thinking it was really love; I held it to heart no matter what which sucks thinking about it all now just to get played...idk why I’m not worth it yo..I give up
