The truth

Truth is am not skinny...

I...

am...

not. 

america's next top model. 

my skin is not white my mind is not white my journey is not white but my blood has a little bit of everything. 

if... 

You... ask me I am A BLACK QUEEN 

if you ask the world I am mean

IF YOU ASK ME I AM COMPLETELY TRUTHFUL 

if you ask the world I am the reason for all the chaos around us. 

IF YOU ASK ME I WILL TELL YOU SINCE I SPOKE UP they're HAS NEVER BEEN S MANY BLACK SOLUTIONS LIKE THE ONES WE SEE TODAY.

because when the world told me to shut up i continued to speak. when I was racially profiled in a hispanic/mexican/ Latino store I didn't give in I got louder. pushed out of rehabilitation programs based on my"behavior" you don't bow to us and our rules so you are not welcome her get out. 

kicked out of shelters for singing too loud and being to honest, while these white women and Hispanics talked about how much they hated me how I wish I was wise enough to look past my emotional pain and get names how I would be able to win a case. it's not that I am not smart enough it's not that I am mean it's that I live in a world that refuses to accept who God created me to be. not like my family not like my friends not like complete strangers I am unique. for many years people ask me what my name meant and I could not tell them because even I didn't know my biological dad told me in a letter he sent around 3 years ago when I was living a great life before abuse you know it took me out like lightening religion was always there to bite me. I was searching for myself and didn't realize it was already there. I was searching love didn't realize it was inside. I was searching for peace didn't realize that I was the one who had to create the atmosphere. I am the truth and I want to make it clear you can label me mentally ill and crazy but this time I am not going to be lazy I am going to work myoff and be the next Beyonce without the Illuminati. without the showing of mybecause baby I got to class. I know how to be BLACK AND THAT IS A FACT. Black is standing strong when faced with governmental trial faith without religion truth is I am more than survival. Thank you for the world I never wanted to be your IDOL just a motivational speaker gone viral.