I want to grow with you

I can not grow up with you, they don't know but that is the mystery, that is what is missing, the investment that only time can tell, A man that finds a wife in his youth, and those words prevail, to know better or worse, to walk through life as if it has been rehearsed, and to grow up alone, that is not the intention of love, love does not negotiate in solitude. it is understanding, long suffering and not rude, it does not collect the attitude, or embrace the fool, it is the tool that says can I grow up with you, the things I did not know, are the things that keep me here alone, the very same lies that are told that say I am female and don't need no man to make me whole, the lie, the thief that said those words that would convince a female she has no worth when all she is began with him, she feels a void, an emptiness she can not explain when she contemplates the words of them that pave the way, but the way to what, to lonely nights and empty dreams where stuff you have but alone you dream, with homes------------------------------- and cars and shattered wishes that fade like scars, because there is no, there was no, he is not, does not exist, you did not share, you grew up alone, I can not grew up with you, but I don't want to grow old without you and I am sorry it took me to grow up alone to realize that all I fought for I don't want to have here all on my own... harsh. it is when we finally see, but for my girls a new reality, don't grow up without him, grow up and old beside him, if I could do this a different way, but I can't go back, but I can pray that my girls each and everyone, grows up with one that understands our need for love, don't take for granted where you stand, for this mystery says to love your man, he is you and you are him, grow up and old with your friend. that should be a young womans Goal, it is and will always be her most important role. your sons and daughters are watching what you do so show them love it begins in you .....