Save me

Choices were made between us, I felt like a thousand tons crushed my spirit... I want u to save me I wanted to feel I wanted to know I wanted to love I wanted to grow At the end .... U kept saying no I wish u just save me Why do I have to suffer Was it because I loved u slowly? What did I really do? I can't even love another Without wondering Will she ..... Even know how to reach me Will she understand my bearing heart only knows u Wish she understand I'm trying Or will my tears drown me Perfectly Just save me