I sit and write about it. Vomit my words never to eat them again because now the paper has heard....

See It's Been 11 Years Since We Faced A Horrific Event..
Leaving America To Fix A Hugh Dent..
I...

last night, I slept inside his arms

yeah I guess ignorance, has it's charms

but some nights, I ...

2nd Poem After My Resurrection..
This Shi* Gives Me An Erection..
I Should Run For The Pres...

drukin sex, smoking cigarettes

been trying too hard, to forget

sneaking glances at each other, ...

Who are you to detest me?

When did everything get to be in such a hurry

It seems like we are being crushed under the weigh...

Against my enemies they will never prosper

Their weapons of destruction I am immune to their l...

I want to plant seeds

But I need to be careful what kinds of seeds I plant

There is so much war...

Everything happens for a reason,

I don't want to listen to Barry McGuire,
Or maybe I do.
The whole thing seems depressing,
ye...

I watch,
listen,
breathe,
computers.
Every where I go,
there they are.
I see them in the ma...

Some call me genius while others say I’m psychotically inclined
On how the mechanics of m...

Why do I miss him and think of him all the time?

He doesn't know how I feel, he doesn't know I'm...

My mind has been swimming lately.

Not like swimming in a pool - but this is more like the ocean

untouchable, but you’ve caught my eye
you’re in my head, and I don’t know w...

I had a dream about you last night

In the middle of the night, I'm a walking dream

Out in the dark, nothing's as it seems

Walk...

I told you so, I told you that it was me

I told you so, that Iwould bring you to your knees

I t...

God's will for us is a question we sometimes want to ask, and always need to see

This brings muc...

God's will for us is a question we sometimes want to ask, and always need to see

This brings muc...

Am I awake

I feel the ground, as it shakes

my eyes are open

but have I, really awoken

I can h...

been up all night

writing in, the, window light

trying to pick out truth, from lies

getting lo...

honestly, tell me, what do you see

do you hear the words, you say to me

can you see, the rain, ...

sweetheart, not all dreams are sweet
some steal your breath
separate, your heart from itâ€â„...

I know it’ll all be okay
hell, maybe I’ll even laugh about this someday
just not ...

maybe ,I should spend some time, with my mother
run to my big brother
because I can’t ta...

all that I have is on the floor
I will, leave it where it lay
I’ll come for it, another ...

you have to get lost, to find yourself
and it’s pitch black, before the dawn
so iâ€â„...

I was a fool to think you’d ask me to stay
I thought maybe you’d say
you need me ...

i put 10 bucks gas in my car
i know, it won’t take me too far
but it’ll take me f...

here i am trying to make sence of it all
cry, scream, and punch the wall
all i got was this blo...

my dreams are falling, with the snow
their is sadness, in it’s white glow
and as I look ...

run, run
don’t let them see you cry
drive to the place you used to go
punch the steerin...

I can be tough, I know how to be strong
but right now, that just feels wrong
happiness only com...

slept all day
dreaming it away
so here I go
holding tight
to all I know
sadness soaks me to ...

a rock hard, punch in the gut
and the air rushes, from my lungs
frozen, with disbelief
becaus...

You move like water
You can’t stay, in one place
Here and gone again, without a trace
O...

lying sweetly, six feet, underwater
ever, the wayward daughter
waiting, watching, the surface a...

maybe, I sould cut my skin
that way baby, you don’t win
focus, on what I feel
that way ...

I still see, that hard look his eyes
our memories, play like a movie in my mind
I’m star...

why are you, waiting for me fall
like, it’s only a matter of time, before I lose it all
...

I wonder
If you ever think, about last summer
sneaking out, pushing our luck
going to the driv...

lost between, just fine and suicide
ever since the day my heart died
well at least I tried
mus...

doesn’t she, make your heart race
with her high heels, and painted face
her pretty lips,...

no, I’m begging you no
don’t leave me alone
no, I’m begging you please
IÃ...

I’m starting to
let go of you
what you give
you can take, away
.
staring out, at the ...

just yesterday
mother asked me, why I feel this way
asked sweetheart, are you afraid to die
if...

don’t you, cry my dear
I can’t promise, it will be over soon
but I promise, that ...

you know sometimes, I feel like I’m, just a shell
you know sometimes, I feel like Iâ€â...

I’m a perfect stranger
I’m addictive danger
you know that, I’m a perfect l...

what the ***
is going on with me
don’t tell me it’s bad luck
today, I woke up a...

my hands shake
my eyes blur
my knees quake
my voice is gone
my mouth is dry
I feel so wron...

hard day, you feel so alone
crying on the drive home
breaking down, inside your car
blurry eye...

I wasn’t always like this
There used to be, a brightness in my blood
my soft heart, seem...

she is burning, she can feel
she was crying, was it real
you made the world shake
she canâ€...

I don’t want to fall, a moment longer
I’m begging my feet, to touch ground
I trie...

sunlight beats down, on my shoulders
my skin, soaking up the heat
with the, seasons change
I f...

you know, it’s such a shame
that you treat life, like a game
with all your, thoughtless ...

are you waiting, for me to break down
watching me, like I’m a clown
do my best at, walki...

too plain, too fake
walk around her, like she’d break
said too fat, now she’s too...

that twing, that hunger
that itch below your skin
are you, falling under
in this fight you can...

should I be, a girl like that
taking everything, giving nothing back
staying out all night
jus...

hand her a gun, she’ll blow her brain against the wall
just light her up, she doesnâ€â...

finally, things seem to be, falling into place
don’t mind, the tears trailing, down my fa...

scarlet lips
glitter eyes
you leaned in, for our first kiss
whispering my name
took my hand
...

here I am again
I can’t think, from all the pills I took
my feel good medicine
now Iââ...

I forgive you
we were just a couple of kids
I forgive me
for getting caught up in the dream
I...

It’s like, all I can do is lose
like I’ve never, got to chose
I’ve got not...

you’re never coming, home
forever, I’ll be, standing here alone
half-dead, withou...

whats the point in playing, a game I’ll lose
but I, never got to chose
there’s on...

write it down, to get it off, my chest
maybe now, I can finally, let it rest
I’ve never ...

not worth, a minute, of your time
not worth, a dime
dull brown eyes
that seem, to always cry
...

two american teens
really don’t know, what love means
it’s been 5 months, but itÃ...

endless circles in my head
lost peace, found hell instead
these same devils, follow me around
...

playing at the park
running around, with their childish spark
doing whatever, they please
run ...

time to, put my life in boxes
time to, pack it all up again
not time for life, to begin
forced...

well it’s all been said and done before
and it’s left me, shaken to my very core
...

and everything, is getting kinda fuzzy
just poor me, another drink honey
.
because i’m ...

the stars, have caught, my eye
caught up in, their blue light
look at this, diamond sky
tonigh...

it’s like wandering the forest
or strapped to a merry-go-round
the scenery, spins all th...

he had hair, like a tall glass of red whine
and forest green eyes, with a dark shine
when he pu...

no more smoke and mirrors
now my eyes are clear
I was lost, inside a maze
now I’ve woke...

wait, tell me the odds again
and my deadline, is when
.
come on, lets hear it again
tell me h...

all this bulls, got me wearing thin
I can’t leave this circle, that I’m running in...

it’s 3;15 am
I can’t sleep, again
tonight, I’m filled with a deep dread
c...

It’s just reflective glass
you’re obsessed, why the days fly past
I know itâ€â...

and she poured out her heart, like rain into the river
they tried, but they couldn’t help...

I went walking today
it’s just like running away
but as the sky, turns blue-black
I alw...

back to this little old town
back to where, I let my heart drown
this time, I won’t fall...

I remember tears, trailing down my face
Losing love, and searching for a trace
he left nothing ...

I feel so much better
knowing, that you’re gone forever
and I’ll never have, to s...

just when I, start to feel the heat
here comes the news, now have a seat
you don’t want ...

waking up next to you
was the scariest, thing I’ve had to do
to let all the walls fall d...

I was getting, real drunk
didn’t really, give a ***
looking for a little luck
.
you we...

do you even hear my voice
am I just, your second choice
choosing your words, so careful
youââ...

If I drown inside this desert air
they would say, that fate is fair
and yes, it’s for th...