A tainted mind n a damaged soul.
How can I be true to you,when I don't know where I belong.Delicate as a angel, yet evil as the devil.I been battling with demons on so many levels.I might not know everything but I damn sure know a lot.Feels like I'm losing a battle with my conscience n heart.But who are u to point out everything I'm not.A tainted mind n a damaged soul..All I ever wanted was something to love n hold.Is my destiny to be alone?Is my future a danger zone? I think I'm hoping and praying for things I can't control.Alone and twisted in this worldI thought u had me,What happened to my babygirl? I guess this what I'm talkin about..A tainted mind n a damaged soulTeach me, I'm acceptance to change I know my behavior is a little strange Know that i mean well n never meant to cause no painI just knew you were going to be my teddy bear to claimMaybe we both excepting too muchMaybe I should have never got attached from that first touchI know we both have issues with trust A tainted mind n a damaged soul..One more chance before this chapter is closed???
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ChynaRedzz says: I usually keep my thoughts/words to myself. But I figured I'll have someone else read them. Sooo y'all let me know something before I post something else. #Nervous |
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2b2b2 says: Tight share ChynaRedzz......we all got them spots of taint, and damaged, well that goes with the wear n' tear of life travels.....Stay Blessed |
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