She says I've changed
3 years, 7 months, 9 days and she expected everything to be the sameKnowing that I cannot do all the things we did at one timeSpending nights at her parents home, having fun, everything fineCircumstances like work cause me to be tired and exhausted I come to you and we're arguing, you bring up my downfalls but my uprising is not applaudedYou say I'm selfish because I don't wanna stay at your house when you don't feel goodAnxiety issues got you down but I feel helpless not knowing what to do when I'm aroundAnd when I am and trying to helpAll you do is say I'm making it worse and yellHesitant to give up on you I strive to love you through your imperfections because I'm not perfect eitherYou've made me a better man by showing me real love and also being a teacherI just get sick of arguing with youAccusing me of lying when I say I'm going to see someone you say I'm going to see another girl and that just ain't trueAnd for you to say I've changed after saying that girl that just ain't youYou say I'm disrespectful to you but I don't see howNever called you out of your name, cursed at you every once and a whileBut you did the sameAnd when I say that you have some reasons to clear your name But when. I do it, we're playing the tit for tat gameMad because I can't be with you all the time or every dayA ninja just wanna go home and rest where a ninja stayBut you understand or so you sayI work a whole day and I'm required to come check on youSpend another six hours outside of my house and when I get ready to go you mad and all of sudden I never cared for youI sometimes ask myself what I'm doingIs this path really what I want or do I just want to be ruined?Do I fight on like a Trojan or do I let this flood of emotions get to me like the Bruins? Only time will tell.