7 years and 3 kids later, she's convinced he's not a perpetrator, because he's her only lover, the only thing she's known since she was younger.
She swears he love's her but silently he's her abductor , physically trapped from the outside world, that even trust can no longer be earned, but she love's him.
All she ever wanted was a family to call her own, something thats always been unknown to her even before she became grown, even though she doesn't have broken bones, she has the invisible scars that only she knows,
And through the drugs, no matter what he does, no matter how rough, how tough he can be, he's still the man she loves but he doesn't see how much she cares even through the tears, his love has outgrew,
But, he stays, hes like her permanent tattoo without the needle, the gun, or the ink but her skin still bleeds within from the pain that even without him, physically she will never be the same.
Its almost like a game but their both to blame for the violence that they so innocently promote.
It's a cycle that needs to be broke before their actions gets someone really hurt.
Real love doesn't equal pain so if it physically hurts then its time to really observe your worth, her worth!!!!!!!