you get lost in the rain...
the drops feel remind you of your pain...
it runs through your skin...
it paints your reflection...
you associate your face...
with all the hurt and disgrace...
the memories you jog through...
They feel like thorns that have tug and torn...
you are constantly losing...
but no one else is around to help you...
independence is what you asked for...
now you beg and crawl on my floor...
relationships are complicated...
you aren't not asked to judge
these are the times when you want to be blinded...
and love unconditionally...
when we bring in fear...
it is what we fear the most...
that we least have faith in...
but we want more than anything...
you are here now...
you beg and plead as you bow...
but what of the ones you lost...
now we see what you truly regret...
like the beat of the drum...
you ask a million questions...
why did I give up passion...
and lose any sense of direction...
I was given precious time...
From when I was a child...
And all the while...
I never learned to hold my head high...
I stayed close...
and lost everyone along with myself...
is it too late for reconciliation...
or is this my final destination...
I can taste the blood...
I am drenched, and completely covered...
Will he send me a hand...
or send me to dry land...
I cannot lose hope...
hope is all I have left...
please have mercy...
and let me see my baby...
I can't leave this world...
Without holding my baby girl...
Telling her of how I will always be there...
my love will be placed inside of her...
hold off until then...
my last and final question...
I see her...
She holds me as she cries...
I tell her it's not her fault, but it's time...
You will never lose me, and even when you thought you had...
I never left you...
your love led me to you...
in my last and final moment...
I kissed her forehead...
and went with my unfailing faith...
to a better place...