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If you could only see,
If you could only see
That I am the most fair damsel wearing a fancy
puffy dress waiting to feel the warm soft hands
of the handsome object of why I am obsessed.
It took years of experienced time to develop into
the one who's promise in life is to reside right besides you.
I'm so fully here, even if I wasn't her, the one who said I do
I was there before, also a witness to see it crash
And still I held down your ass!
I ran to your side to nurish your wounds
Licking your tears with promise.
Studying your insecurities
Just so I know the perfect ways to dodge your fears
Whispering sweet promises into doubtful (I heard it all before ears)
I set out to stand you back tall
Move you back into relationship society
My hands hugged the weakened frame of a distraught man
Remaining a strong force of a promise who stuck around
through deaths, betrayal, through your prison time, even after divorce Even when you talked so passionately about the future with the failure of mentioning me
My naked body in the center of my heart
bowed daily being whipped afflition after affliction
I will never ever get up, you are my addticon
I refuse to enter into rehab
Which could nab
My only focused spectacle
My sight betwoes strongly within my vision until.
The day of your death
I'll pray for everything I have left
kissing your soulless chest
Prmomising you I'll lay down as well with rest.
Even if your soul was to travel to some hellish firey stew
I'll cut my ***ing wrist just to burn right besides you
Baby that's what I see, if only you could
