As I sit here @10:54pm, I realize I've been "playing church" for years. Yes, I pray, I say Thank you Jesus, cover my hair sometimes, even let a couple tears out. But my faith walk @18 was much stronger then it is now @30. At 18, I was sold out for God! You couldn't pay me to miss a fast, bible study, service, dance practice, or praise and worship, I had to be apart of Gods work! I had been thru ALOT but I knew God loved me so I was gonna do His work and minister to all. As the years went on, I fell a lot and attempted to go back to God but never found my fire again. Sometimes I would hear Him speak to me and say, "Daughter, I am still here. Come home." And I would say I'm coming home, read more, pray more, but didn't keep it up. Now, I see it's countdown time! HE IS ON THE WAY!! And I don't know about anyone else, but I want to be with my Heavenly Father. It's time to get my fire back!! From this moment on, I will not let anything to anyone stop my fire!!!
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From this moment onAs I sit here @10:54pm, I realize I've been "playing church" for years. Yes, I pray, I say Thank you Jesus, cover my hair sometimes, even let a couple tears out. But my faith walk @18 was much stronger then it is now @30. At 18, I was sold out for God! You couldn't pay me to miss a fast, bible study, service, dance practice, or praise and worship, I had to be apart of Gods work! I had been thru ALOT but I knew God loved me so I was gonna do His work and minister to all. As the years went on, I fell a lot and attempted to go back to God but never found my fire again. Sometimes I would hear Him speak to me and say, "Daughter, I am still here. Come home." And I would say I'm coming home, read more, pray more, but didn't keep it up. Now, I see it's countdown time! HE IS ON THE WAY!! And I don't know about anyone else, but I want to be with my Heavenly Father. It's time to get my fire back!! From this moment on, I will not let anyt...  |
UntitledMy life is so crazy sometimes I feel lost in it The choices I make got me feeling like just forgetting all of it If I could just rewind the past It would all lastMy happiness The good times before all this messNow I always felt like I could do more But I could never figure it out of courseTryna change it nowJust can't figure out howOnly place I know where to go Is to the one that loves me soYes Jesus loves meHe has something in store for meSo it's time I look up And stop thinking of giving upPray harderLive like his daughter Waking in faith Starting today |
UntitledUgly Nobody wants you Useless That's what you say in the mirror Everytime you turn around someone is leaving Haven't had love Gave up along time agoTears running down your face But suddenly you look again Beautiful God wants youWorthy That's what He says to you in the mirrorHe places the right people in your life He shows you REAL loveTold you to hold on Wiped the tears from your face He is with you Holding you, loving you , blessing you You can't give upYou are not forgottenGive Him your heart And He will always pull you thru |