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Somewhere along the way I lost control
Complete and total control
Somewhere during my journey
I forgot my path
My purpose of even traveling
Somewhere along the way I lost me
Every bit of me
How do I continue
If im unsure of who i am?
How can I depend on anyone
If im unsure of where I failed?
Everyone’s intentions looks to be the same
Everything about youre demeanor depicts no change
Same bull
Same drama
Same results
Maybe I overlooked an area
You know the spot between your insanity and my insecurities
Right up nonchalant lane where things looks to be a little bit confusing
Or maybe its down regret valley
I tend to frequent there often
I wish I could ask for your help
But you aren’t worthy of trusting
Lately you haven been worth much of nothing
Yet faithfully dishing out much pain and suffering
Ive jus about had enough of your childish antics
Immature ways and bias decisions
Lethal whip lashing and physical abuse
Ive had enough of any and everything that involves you
And you stand there, puzzled and amazed
Searching for a solution to mask my rage
Only ive just begun and have no intentions of backing down
Ive been quiet for far to long and look where its gotten me
Look at what its done to me
Umfamiliar and foreign to the image before me
So I step back analyzing the scene
Examining the damage
And there I see,
something that looks to be
What was once apart of me
Closely examining ,
theres the rest of me
Scattered into many of pieces
It all makes sense now
I never completely lost myself intentionally
These pieces are simply of the times you broke me
Trying to escape the forceful rage
Step by step the pieces created a trail
Leading to the remainings of where it all began
Where I seemed to have lost control
And I see you for who you are
Someone whos extremely bad for me,
I never lost me
You simply stole me from me!
