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My own Hell

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My own Hell


I can never completely miss,
the suffering
Constant  infliction of torment
That bundles me up as it's baby,
 It lowers me in a fiery state of mind, where no one can save me...

I agonize over events I no longer can
Control,
Individuals that abandoned my circle
Especially the ones I once gave my
Earth 2...
Old friends voices, turning foreign 
Understanding
Their separation, and envy
Was monopolized by a jealous ass...
Whom I would love to ***ing choke,
Ring her spirit from her traitorous
Little throat..

Hate sings a lullaby, loneliness rock me 2 bed...
fear hovers over me,
possessing me,
Uncontrollably,
levitating over sweaty
Sheets, until I cry myself into a restless sleep,
Because, I hungered for a love ocean deep,
And yes, my bait caught the fish,
I never knew the way to keep..

Every night I lay in bed, 
Waking up feeling, dampened cheeks
From crying the devils tears,
Being brutally raped by His fears
That's gripping me,
Pulling ,
forcing me, daily
Into my own Hell

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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The Immortal Wize says:

#Damn, Love it!

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mrmelody7 says:

Oh the things life teaches us-hang in there enjoyed the read
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hymnagen says:

Why is pain so often the womb for beautiful works? I applaud you, Sista

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2b2b2 says:

Wow....Crucial Capture....well played....thank you....ONE

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Debbieownsthis says:

Thank you!

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love_supreme says:

Wow, excellent write!

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TamaraD says:

Awesome I can relate to most of this piece it was rough then. Thank God i made it through but the reminders reveal the strong side. Thanks for sharing
 

Poetic08' says:

I haven't been reading much of your work lately but i were writing a (Gift of Heaven ) i had to come back to you. To remind you of something, you have the intelligent and strength to bring yourself up to where you belong beautiful.
 

love_supreme says:

Excellent write

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