Senior Year: was sitting in my car just thinking about some
things, couple minutes later Stone got in the car he ask "you
alright?" I ans "naw, just thinking...its getting near the time i
have to tell mom and them about the army." he nod his head as he said
"yea, i almost forgot about that." we chilled and talked for awhile
than we went to class. After class, i hung out with Simone at lunch. School was
finally over me stone and Art head on over to get something to eat than we head
on home, i pulled up in the driveway had saw that auntie mel over but we all
was trying to figure out whose silver truck parked behind mel's truck. I parked
along side of them and we got out and came inside, i was holding my bookbag
over my shoulder as we came inside the house we was talking. turned to our
right, me and stone grasp when i saw mami(bianca) standing next to mom and mel.
She took a step towards me as she said "kourt.." I began shaking my
head as i moved back we ended up agruing, i shout "six years...six years
and now you're home!" mom said "kourt please, we couldnt say
anything." I shout "i dont care, yall knew where she was and you
didnt tell me....how you could do that," i looked at mami and cont
"how could you just leave like that without saying a word..." I
looked at mel and said "and you, we talk all the time, tell each other
everything..even secerts and you kept this from me and miguel." I began to
cry, had backed up opened the door and left on out the house, mom came after
me. she got outside shout "kourtney wait!" I got in my car and drove
on outta there. had to get away, i ended up ingoring all of my phone calls,
even simone's. she had called stone and ask "hey have you heard from Tru,
cant reach her?" he told her what happened he said "she'll call you
sooner or later, just give her some time." Simone said "i understand,
if you see her tell her i love her and im here for her if she needs me."
he said "i got cha, i'll call you if i hear from her." they hung up,
i went for a long drive to the dragon beach had pulled up in the lot, parked by
the sand. had just sat there and cried my eyes out. Stayed there all night
long, didnt leave til around midnight. Came back to the house around 2am, was a
little drunk and high. had went over to Sam's crib, needed to release. Pulled
up in the driveway, got out the car and came inside the house. closed the door
saw mom and mami(bianca) sitting in the living room I walked to the stairs, had
stopped when mom came up behind as she said "kourt." I turned my head
to the side and said "don't." and cont walking up the stairs went to
my room and slam the door shut. had changed clothes and went to bed. woke up
couple hours later, got dress and went downstairs came into the kitchen had saw
mom fixing herself some coffee. Art and Stone was sitting down at the table
eating some cereal. she saw me and said "hey kourt." I didnt even say
anything just walked to the fridge grab myself a water bottle and an apple,
didnt even look at her, closed the fridge door turned around went and grab my
bookbag put my bottle and apple inside the bag, zipped it up put it over my
shoulder as mom said "kourt please." I couldnt look at her just
walked right past her went out the back door, she sigh deeply. Stone got up and
hugged her as he said "just give her some time she'll come around."
Art and stone got ready to leave to go do something, mom came outside when she
saw mami(bianca) pulled up in tha driveway, they saw me putting on my helmet as
i was sitting on my motorcycle had made sure my bookbag was strapped on tight
and rolled on out fast. Stayed away the whole day, had talked to simone to let
her know whats up. she was cool with it, she said "i love you and im here
for you if you need me for anything." I said "i love you too bae and
thank you." we hung up and i went and did my combat training. I stayed
quiet for two days. Madea had called me and ask me if i was coming to dinner
tonight, i said "i dont know, madea im just not in the mood." she
ended up threaten to pistol whip me if i dont show up. i said
"alright..alright i'll be there." hung up from her, had talked to
miguel last night and told him what happened he said he heard about it from
stone and Mom. he told me he was on his way home. after awhile i pulled up
along side the curb parked my car and went inside the house, had groan when i
saw mom and mami. madea said "park it.' I sigh as i walked over to the
table and sat down next to Artwon. Stayed quiet the whole time, barely even
touch my food. couldnt take sitting at tha table, i drop my fork got up out the
chair as i said "I cant do this." madea said "kourt." I
said "no, im sorry madea i just cant do this, i gotta get outta
here." i left on out the house got in my car and drove on home. couple
minutes later miguel pulled up in the driveway, came up to the door and open it
said "hello...madea?" as he closed the door. she said "oh my
lord miguel." he smirk as she came and gave him a hug. mom got up and hug
him, they scared into each other's eyes. then he saw mami and said "hey
ma." she said "hey miguel." than he looked around and ask
"where's lil bug?" Art ans "she left a little while ago."
after they finished eating, Miguel was sitting outside with Art talking when
mami came outside on the porch. she ask "hey Artwon you mind giving us a
moment?" he looked at miguel, miguel nod his head to the side. Art went
inside the house, they began talking. Miguel said "im not mad anymore, i
stopped being mad a long time ago." she said "miguel im so so sorry
for leaving you guys like that." Miguel said "i know, you had to go
undercover." she said "yea...wait how you know?" he smirk
"i hacked into your job's computers and found about it three years
ago." she shook her head as she smirk "i told your father not to be
teaching you how to hack at such a young age." they laughed softly, he
cont "when i found out where you at located i went down to see you...you
saw me." he laughed a bit as he cont "you actually talked to me along
with that dude you was with." she was like "huh." was going back
in her head thinking trying to remember. he said "the street fights, i won
the champs im better known as el fantasma." she grasp "that was you, i didnt even recongize
you with the half face mask." he said "it was good thing i did have
the mask on." he exhale and said "give her some time she'll come
around." mami sigh deeply, he cont "oh and can you please not tell
tru i knew where you were, she'll never forgive me and she'll kill me."
she said "i got ya." After a long while miguel came home, i was in my
room laying on my bed. he decided to do be a goof and climb up on the side of
the house, my back was facing the window when he had saw me laying in bed. he
smirk as he knocked on the window. I got up turned my head around and saw
miguel outside the window. I got up and open it he smirk "sup lil
bug." I laughed as he climbed in, I said "you know we have a door right." he stood up as he said "yea i know but this was more fun." we laughed as we hugged each other. we laid on the bed and talked til we fell asleep.