MY TEARS

JUST a MINUTE!!

JUST TAKE A MINUTE TOO.........feel and smell the BREEZE of FRESH and PURE  air hitting your skin on a cool day .

JUST TAKE A MINUTE TOO......let your MIND wonder into the clouds.as if NO ONE WAS THERE but your presence of FREEDOM.

JUST TAKE A MINTUE TOO.....SEE WHAT LIFE IS AND WHAT you are here  to do on this MANIFEST that never lets you REST.

I take my minutes and every time i feel free for just ONE SECOND  but each MINTUE came with LIFE,HAPPINESS,JOY,COMFORT,SATISFACTION,AND UNLIMITLESS THOUGHTS TO MY MIND. the sounds of PEOPLE,BREEZE,CHILDREN,CARS ...just LIFE ITSELF  is a form of RELAXATION TO THE MIND.

TAKE TIME TO ENJOY THE SMALL THINGS IN LIFE......LIFE COME WITH SO MANY JOYS TO THE HEART MIND BODY AND SOUL.....DO YOUR DUTY ON THIS HERE MANIFEST.....

                     ALWAYS MAKE TIME TO REA...

our children

 I see the young..lost and  misguided on this here manifest we call home......WHAT are we doing as a society to keep our kids safe and at home?? young boys without fathers...young girls without mothers...WHAT are we doing to help stop this????  these children these days no more than what they brain can comprehend fully...which means they are moving ahead of the new beggining. young mother without guidance on mother hood..or how to be a mother and not whore!! these young men becoming fathers and have not seen or heard from their father's...so how would you exspect a baby to raise a baby??? WHAT are we doing on this here manifest to improve the lives of  our children i ask? NOTHING..everyone is all caught up worshipping vanity and not helping or loving or babies ....OUR CHILDREN NEEDS US AS A WHOLE, AS A SOCIETY...WE NEED THEM... let's not waist another minute with repetition and propoganda.....and start being role models for our children......

JUST ME

ITS JUST ME.....

HAVE YOU EVER FELT ALONE THAT YOU FELT AS IF YOU WERE THE ONLY PERSON IN THE TWILIGHT ZONE?

HAVE YOU AWAKEN ONE MORNING WITHOUT NO ONE IN SIGHT ..ALL YOU CAN THINK OF IS DAMN WHAT CAN I DO TO GET THIS RIGHT!!!

HAVE YOU GAZED UPON THE STARS WISHING THAT THE MOST HIGH WILL BRING YOU YOUR TRUE SHINING STAR..THAT WILL SHINE SO BRIGHT ONLY IN  THE MIST OF THE NIGHT.

HAVE YOU WANTED THAT ONE YOU CAN LOVE AND  TRUST..AND PRAY THAT  NEVER WILL THEY DISSAPPEAR IN THE WIND LIKE DUST.

HAVE YOU PLANNED YOUR FUTURE IN HOPES THAT YOU WILL FIND THE ONE TRUE MAN. IT'S JUST ME BUT I'AM FINE WITH IT JUST BEING ME..

YOU SEE YEAH ITS JUST ME BUT I'AM FREE..FREE TO BE ME...AND FREE TO ENJOY WHAT THE MOST HIGH HAS BROUGHTEN TO ME.

.......................IT'S JUST ME BEING FREE........

MY TEARS

MY TEARS.....

I CRY WHEN I'AM SAD , I CRY WHEN I'AM MAD

OH I ASK WHY CAN 'T I STOP THE TEARS???..I'AM FULL OF PAIN..THAT GOES SO DEEP THAT IT FEELS IMPOSSIBLE TO MAINTAIN ....ME..MY THOUGHTS........MY TEARS. I FEEL MY TEARS WHEN I SPEAK  BUILDING UP IN MY EYES LIKE RAIN DROPS THAT WOULD BLOCK MY VISION,,..AND STILL IN THE MIST OF CRYING I WANT IT ALL TO JUST FINISH. I HIDE MY TEARS,I HIDE MY FEARS,...WHY CANT HAPPINESS BE NEAR??? I ASK AS IF THE TEARS WOULD GIVE ME AN ANSWER..MY TEARS ARE ALL I HAVE TO MYSELF. I'AM SCARED TO SHOW MY TEARS BECAUSE THEN ONLY WOULD PEOPLE SEE HOW DEEP REALLY ARE MY FEARS..I'AM  AT MY SAD STATE IN LIFE WHERE ALL I HAVE IS MY TEARS.I CRY WHEN I'AM LOST, I CRY WHEN I'AM HAPPY.....MY  TEARS TELL ALOT ABOUT MY HEART..I HAVE SUCH A SENSITIVE HEART FOR PEOPLE ,LIFE,NATURE,THE WORLD..I CARE..MY TEARS TELL ALL MY STORIES. DO YOURS???               &...

LIFE AND THE SMALL THINGS....

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I RECENTLY TOOK A WALK WITH MY FAMILY IN BOTANICAL GARDENS....WHICH IS AN OPEN PLACE FULL OF LIFE .NATURE,PLANTS,FLOWERS,TRAILS.GARDENS,HISTORY,ETC...YOU GET THE PICTURE!!!..BUT BEFORE THAT DAY WHICH WAS ON FEB,3,2011.....I TOOK THE SAME WALK WITH MY GIRL AND AFTER I /WE CAME BACK TO THE HOUSE ...I HAD TO TELL MY FAMILY HOW GOOD I FELT...AND TO BETTER YET GET THEM TO JOIN ME AND KALI/MY GILRFRIEND IN THE HIKE THE NEXT DAY.....SO I GOT MY MOM TO GO AND 3 NIECES AND MY BABY GIRL AND AGAIN MY GIRL. SO ONCE WE GOT THERE ME AND KALI DECIDED TO GIVE THE CHILDREN A N ASSIGNMENT TO DO WHILE ON THIS JOURNEY THROUGHT THE WILD..,,,, SO ON THIS JOURNEY WE CAME ACROSS TRAILS THAT WERE AT ONE POINT TO MUCH FOR MY MOM TO CLIMB OR THINK SHE COULD'NT SHALL I SAY BECAUSE MY MOM CLIMBED THIS HILL THAT WAS TO ME' NOT TO MUCH FOR HER' BUT ..OF COURSE FOR HER..YES.... BUT SHE GOT THERE AND OF COURSE RESTED ONCE WE REACHED THE TOP..BUT I HAD TO PUSH HER UP THE HILL..LOL...I WAS SO TIRED..MY GO...