sadness in the air
I breathe
filling my lungs
with misery
today is like any other day
except someone I love
has gone away
the news hit me like
a thrown brick
I'm so sick and confused
don't know which
flowers to pick
God knows me very well
the secrets I keep
things I just don't tell
"are you listening right now"?
do I have to bow down
I'm so mad at everything
wishing that I had wings
you took my sky away
I have nowhere to
fly away
my heart is full
there's no place to
hideaway
you are Jehovah Jireh
so provide a way
look me in my face
tell me right away
is this a dream because
if it is I need to wake
under my feet I feel
the earth shake
this burden is too heavy
I can't bear the weight
I been strong too long
weak from holding on
“NO Code”
Do not resituate
I’m cold
pull the plug
I'm gone