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Im noticing a msissin piece
Living with me
Didnt quite see so i had to look at my past history
You wasnt to blame my behaviors alone took shame
Am i really that bad as i make myself seem
Today i looked back motivation used to be the key
Living faithfull to me
Children came to play daily living is to blame
No longer feeling the same, trying to get back to that place
Dam am i really that fake smiling at you what would i do if the shoe was reversed
Living with this curse im subdued to my desires
I complain of whats not fair playing truth or dare with no truth so i dare
Myself to be more of a women to be true
Looking back i had that virtue once long ago
When truth was mine when i belonged to self
Clear i no longer see indecisiveness holds that master key
Looking back the devil didnt exist now hes dancing on my doorstep in bliss
My god, how did it get to this
