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My perception of you is based on your perception of me
You point your finger and say I’m critical
Yet by doing so, you're being critical of me
Now can’t you see the very obvious hypocrisy?!
Why do we as society
Thrive on such malicious bull
And yet do it quite hypocritically?!
You tell me not to judge
And yet you stand there judging me
You tell me to not hold any grudges
Yet you sit on the side lines all grudgingly
It’s quite disturbing to see
Very much quite disturbingly
To see that many people have the desire
To find methodical ways of hurting me
There seems to be a resurrection of the infection
Of people just choosing to be hating on me
Although it hurts me for the moment
It’s actually much more debilitating to thee
Hatred will be only infiltrating
As you spit out your fruit and seeds from your spiritual tree
It’s much more plain to see
That the hatred that fuels you
Is what makes you ignorant as can be!
No one is better than any other as we all can and will bleed
What makes anyone slightly above another?!
Is the possibility
Of actually being sentimentally and unequivocally free
Spiritually, metaphysically completely enraged with me
But just so you see
The hatred you thrive on
Is actually not hurting me
It’s hurting you and your loved ones
For your hate is what they truly see
And if you have siblings or children
That’s what they too will grow up to be
For that’s all that they see
And as much as it causes them vexation
And so much torturous misery
It’s the only thing they know
On what to use to build a character from
Which once again, is the hate that they see!
Microcosmically
Your hate is impure energy
‘Cause it’s so negative as can be
It’s just eating YOU alive
The more you choose to hate on me!
You could go berating, debating, and trying to be desecrating me
But at the end of the day
I’m still me doing me
And all I can do to calm the resistance is continue to be
A sincere, helpful and honest person
To the greatest level I could be
For I believe my purpose of life
Is to create a life of purpose
So I try to bring the best out of others
So they too no longer feel worthless
I am just trying my best to personify
My Lord Jesus, My God, in whom I strongly believe
Just take a moment to ask
Take a second to bask
In His glory which is bountiful
It isn’t a dutiful task
Although a beautiful thing
In which in His presence to bask
You first must take some deep meditative breaths
And try to quiet the storm within
And try to truly relax
Let go of the past
Its you who does make it last
But the future is vast
Hold on to the current moment of light & love
And throw out the burdens of your heart
‘Cause they warrant to be in the trash.
They only survive and outlast
When you hold on to them like dear life
Yet they are mainly the root of many if not most
Of your daily pangs, torment, and strife.
Don’t dwell on circumstantial or physical pain
Or she’ll quickly become your wife
What you ponder on mostly
Is the very thing that grows and thrives!
Throw out those knives
That are embedded into your back
Whatever may have happened in your past
Just remember, it’s not your fault
So cut your own self some much needed slack!
Now take a moment to snack on
Words of encouragement
That seek nothing but your inner quiet and calm
“Let go and let Godâ€
Hold you in the center of His palm!
This is nothing but a psalm
That to and for my own self it is written
I've woefully contributed to the part of my soul that was bitten
I'm forcing positivity into my mind by these very words
Hoping I can elevate myself from speaking negative verbs.
Although not everything written
Coincides with the feelings I feel at this moment
But the positive energy I get by spewing good energy
Is something I try to take it and hold it.
'Cause my own life has been buried and scolded
I was spoken to boldly and my spirit just folded
Hate unfurled and I know I must let it go
So this is just a thought process of mine
From my mind to and for me
Just so all of you know!
SkTzO
