Black thought from a black boy

GOD HELPS ME

I can do anything threw Christ , by his strips i am healed
His shield protect me , and if they don't yield when they see my shield they don't respect me
I would give someone the shirt off my back 
All i want is the truth off your tongue 
i was Running my  mouth telling lies until thy
tripped over a tree stump in the garden of Eden
Looked away from the fruit and started praying & grieving
Demons in disguised we slaved for these men
Just to escape my fears and insecurities i'm going to build 2 underground railroads
Put my pride on my sail boat 
and go who the hell knows
You don't know your strength when your facing a lion
You didn't realize you where David when you seen that your obstacles where giants
JUST DON'T STOP TRYING
Am i crazy for dreaming
Its either keep my day job or be paid to become a demon 
I kept my day j...

Imagining myself being in Love

Your Love is the sweetest cup of fruit

it has to be the fruit of life because i feel alive with you

i could grow old and die with you

i could leave weed and get high with you 

i can see the angel inside of you 

If you revealed your halo i wouldn't be surprised at you 

you are the nectar in the rose , and i just want to be close to you 

When you smile your lips open the doors for 32 light bulbs

when you walk in the room you immediately light up 

i just hope I'm still sipping from the right cup

love can be Poseidon  sometimes just like us 

love can lead you to choices that build emotions don't like much

but when Aim with you i feel righteous and full

love is life and life is complicated

so when i look at you i see a clear view of life and ways we can kind make it 

but life somet...

Still Dreaming

You don't Know the pain i feel

My heart is like stainless steel

I grew up with gangs, we had no aim but you couldn't tame us still

Shots hit the window and make everyone gain religion 

The way we was living you would've never imagine we was children

I know the feeling running jumping the fence 

ducking cops hopping Clifford and old yeller don't smell my sent

Falling to the pavement for misbehaving 

God told me I'm a beautiful angel , but to the government Aim satang 

You ever look at the sky to see if god would smirk and say hi

Stressing praying for blessings until time go by 

 my sins overflow my well 

but my well can be cleansed , all i ask is for one cent 

AMEN

I Just Reminisced

I just Reminisced   

My grandma told me to take god hand and start grasping it tight

I was asking Santa for somewhere to crash at some nights

Christmas times means more pampers and wipe’s

Grew up chased money like Casper at night

I’m fly look at me I can master my kite

You can be anything if you imagine right

Hooper’s trying to escape the bull and get drafted like mike

Finally got cut I can’t remember if I was smashing it right

We was struggling hustling moving Grammies at night

I should of won a Oscar or became a doctor or some

She searching for her baby father I remember when she wouldn’t let no one hit

You rather hit 3RD base or be in first place

I’m a king in my dreams I think about ancestors my birth place

If you look from my angel you’ll see my angel

When it’s ju...

Black thought from a black boy

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 One day I just want to mean something

If I could be something I will dream nothing

Pharaohs wore gold so I suppose I’ll keep stunting

I’m trying to fight for my rights but every night I keep running

Isn’t astonishing that I’m a black man that can’t stand being moderate

It was my plan to take over in politics, but damn I can’t even get a scholarship

Am I different because I’m fatherless?

I been living my life for a while, but as your child I wanted you to be a part of it

Sometimes I feel like the only thing that is close to me

Are Basic instructions before leaving earth grandma said I’m supposed to read

But it’s more to me. I survive, feed, and remain fly

Either I’m a soaring eagle or one of god’s chosen people

I hate the word potential, I will come 1st no matter what I bee...

Black thought from a black boy

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 One day I just want to mean something

If I could be something I will dream nothing

Pharaohs wore gold so I suppose I’ll keep stunting

I’m trying to fight for my rights but every night I keep running

Isn’t astonishing that I’m a black man that can’t stand being moderate

It was my plan to take over in politics, but damn I can’t even get a scholarship

Am I different because I’m fatherless?

I been living my life for a while, but as your child I wanted you to be a part of it

Sometimes I feel like the only thing that is close to me

Are Basic instructions before leaving earth grandma said I’m supposed to read

But it’s more to me. I survive, feed, and remain fly

Either I’m a soaring eagle or one of god’s chosen people

I hate the word potential, I will come 1st no matter what I bee...

The fly on the porch

I met this man once he told me life aint easy

See Life is easy because you can easily die

You can pretend you’re living free

But in reality, you’re dying inside

You got to have faith who do you believe in the Mayans or God

A father precious prize starts messing with guys now he’s crying inside

The devil will break you down to a pesticide

But god will make you feel like a GIANT

And I can’t leave the weed alone or cheap cologne

To cover up the I’m on

But let’s get personal it hurts to know

That we fall in DC traps, and like a movie with blacks we the first to go

But god is merciful or maybe I’m exaggerating

But this girl I’m dating makes me feel like a slave

When he first glazed at the emancipation proclamation

Enough of the black talk cops are hating, they put our faces in the asphalt ...