Days worsening with diverse adversity cursing me
Serpents surface hurting my neuro-circuitry
Alien demons usurp my fervency by hurting and perturbing me
And disturbing my verses peace
Told that on this place I was birthed
Secrets secretly secreting yet bleeding
I'm conceding and leading
I'm not from this earth
Much more than just a verse
My worth was reversed
At birth
Cemented to have me demented
While pain was implemented
Make me forget the curse
Wishing I can go back
In time to reverse
Personal Pegasus Project
Is the object
That which I currently have
Focus of my optics
Maybe go back reverse
To days worse on earth
Sumerian synoptics
Tsunami caused deluge flooding Africa, Atlantis and the Easter Island tropics
Purposeful not hurtful
Rehearsing multiple topics
But switching topics
And on to the next page
I've aged into a new age
As an alchemical mage
Yet strange
Slightly deranged sage
Flipping the script
Writing a new page
As a new wave I crave
Elaborate blueprint
And plans manifested
As time spent vested
And invested
Feeling infected
By the infested
Embedded Eric
As an anti-social dialectic intellectual
Tormenting pain perpetual
Efficaciously more than conceptual
There can't be such thing as free will
Because my birth place of disgrace
Was not 'decided upon' consensual
Broken and bruised
By abuse
Had me confused
Losing my fuse
So rather than lose
I became a recluse
Tid bits of clues
Had me subdued
Truth gnawed on
And chewed
Celestial chorus
Through pain pourous
In a cement & iron forest
Knowledge accrued
Potential fate was subdued
As over a cuckoos nest I flew
Never confronted politely
Demons chose to fight
And bite me
Just to agitate and spite me
Younger years of tears and fears
I chose to become
'A being' transparent
Sincere and contrite see
And as I began
To find puzzle pieces
The pain increases
And my soul is fleeced
And joy decreases
Fractal enacted fractions
Created life long distractions
With neuromuscular contractions
With circumstantial contraptions
Acted then reenacted the passive activist
Retroactively trapping me
Teeth gnashed
As my spirit dashed
As fast as flash
Then crashed
Into an unidentifiable non-quantifiable numerical va-lue
They proclaimed with shame
"We thought we had you"
Now I am forced to contact
Then combat you
Forcibly 'Come at You'
Organically synthetic syllable syn-tax too
Solving the unsolvable
While dissipating
The obvious implications
At the speed of a blur
A scar was incurred
To have me deterred
With sequential stuttering slurs
Fates coercion occurred
But I decided
To self-rely and confide
To get fully immersed
In the word
Proverbial nouns, pronouns,
Laxative adjectives and verbs
Words became
My nutritional herb
Cognitively a volitional curb
And so it occurred
In an ink spilled or filled quill
To detect then dent
The lions 'liars den'
To have time spent
As I went to have wept
While the majority slept
No protector to protect
So I left
With a vacuous cleft
In my chest
Distilled stress and distress
Perplexed with poignancy
Then I began avoiding me
Because I felt a terrible void in me
My conscious cognizance
Promises dominance
Remaining obviously ominous
Amongst the populace
Draconian self
Under Arizonian suspicion
Therapeutic physician
Switching position
And primary mission
IS my admission
Of my 'alien condition'
Returned from remission
I've seen the pickets
And petitions
Begging in admonition
For my true self omission
But this is the suspected fruition
Of an ancient tri-optician
Whose flaws are antiquated laws
Rebirthed through verse
In this very specific
Global position
I have much more
Than purposely advertently
Made it a life mission
To become a word tactician
Not an astrophysicist
Or mathematician
Although my scientific math
Is the perfectly reversed
Bio-cosmological condition
I consciously
Am aware that they're obnoxiously watching me
A hybrid
That seeks to understand my ley lines in the sky grid
Always been a denied
And a defied kid
So I tried then retried
Until a contrived bid
Got me angered and strident
So I revealed my forked tongue
And held up my trident
Then no longer deprived while alive
As I struggle and strive
Against my own rival
My betrothed bridal
Cynical and suicidal
Bergundy beast
Between fratricidal
In the Belly of the Beast
It's gonna need Mydol
I'm slightly opposed
To full disclosure
In fear of your reaction
Of losing composure
Learning of my true
Bloodline verbal exposure
Anunnaki ammunition
Reptilian slightly pale
And lightly scaled apparition
Coersive conditions
Curtailing a coalition
Of a combative reactive mission
Changed my infected perception of competition
To a frontal lobe probe
Composition of sedition
Eventually entering third density decommission
Through atrophy and decomposition
Cyclical rendition played
A personal parade
Of a tyrannical tirade
Evading persuasion
One personality leaps
Into another on occasion
The implication
Of holographic invasion
Dissuades the population from preparation
Hence my intense content
Conduit of fluid context
Superfluous subjects
Subjugated then hated berated
Then lies created
And permeate
The city most populated
You've already been invaded
That's a fact
That's not a conjecture
Or a possibility postulated!
~PhiLogical_Soul~