The same words he used to lift you up became opposite words that tore you down
His complements of saying your beautiful turned in to complements of you
Being ugly his soft warm words turned in to heavy and cold ice the respect he
Claimed he had for you turned into disrespect the look of gratefulness he use too
Look at you with turned in to stares of disappointments and anger in hard times
Like these what do you do?
(A. pray and ask god to make it better
(B. leave
(C. pretend like everything is okay
Plenty of other options to choose from like settings on an Xbox but constantly being reminded that your threw your controller away months ago you not what with the games and no straight jacket on you so you’re not going insane your thoughts become symptoms of someone who is bipolar you shrug your shoulder in hope it’ll get better and just when you thought you’re storm wouldn’t weather out he comes to make it better he tells you all the bs has come to an end all of a sudden your beautiful all over again the apologies and sincerity start pouring in words so soft you could drown in but you try to re-frame from smiling but then you see the frames of y’all smiling and realize this is what you want forever for better or worse