Who owns your heart?

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Strip me down to my barest form

Before all the wrong and unfiltered layers of unbearable pain took hold of me

Here, bare and naked,

That’s how you can truly trust me

Mentally, spiritually, emotionally, Strip me

Let me see what you can do with your mind and how you can transform me

And

I’ll sing your song for you 

Tell tales of your survival for all of those who’ll listen 

Let my inner self fall deeper in love with you

I need more than a physical stimulation

I thirst for wisdom

Tell me that you hold the keys to what I can explore?

I want to go into the depths of a man who knows who he is

I crave spirituality

The answer is not in between my legs

It is in my mind

Kiss me there

Flatter me with conversation

Love me so I’ll never have to question

Marry me

Let’s have children t...

Masterpiece

One year and 6 months into our relationship, you did something that no man has ever accomplished before,

You bought my heart

With a few boards of old, & cheap wood

I watched, as you magically build these boards into masterpieces that your mind could not comprehend

I listened to you angrily lose your patience, and sometimes to my amusement

You are skilled 

And amazingly talented

A tailor of wood

You fix broken pieces in ways that you could never fix your broken heart

I watched you toil month after month with this wood until you finally settled on something for me

A bookcase 

Rocky and a little unstable you placed two feet on the bottom to keep it from swaying 

And then......

you hated it 

Offered to buy me a new one 

Or make a better one with a more expensive wood 

And the only words that k...

SHE

SHE IS A COMMANDING FORCE

POWERFUL LIKE THE WIND IN HER LIBERATION, AND  COMPLICATED, AND CONFLICTED

BUT SO BEAUTIFUL.

SHE TAKES THE WORLD AND PUTS IT ONTO HER BACK

SHE FEELS THE PAIN OF THE UNIVERSE  ETCHED INTO HER PSYCHE

MOST NIGHTS IT TORTURES HER SOUL

HOW UNGRATEFUL IS THIS WORLD TO RECIEVE SUCH A GEM

WHO'S HEART FEELS SO DEEPLY

SHE CHANNELS ENERGIES THAT MOST MEN DON'T UNDERSTAND.

KINGS AND QUEENS HAVE CHASED HER TYPE OF WISDOM INTO THE DEEPEST CORNERS OF THE MOON

HER WORDS ARE SEDUCTIVE , WITH EVERY LETTER ROLLING OFF OF HER LIPS LIKE SWEET HONEY

SHE CAN FEEL YOUR VIBRATION BEFORE YOU ARRIVE

AND YOU SPEND YOUR DAYS WANDERING THROUGHOUT THE THOUGHTS THAT SHE HAS AWAKENED IN YOU

SHE'S INVADED YOUR MIND

YOU CRAVE HER FRAGRANCE

YOU ARE ADDICTED TO HER

YOU.NEED.HER.

Y...

Escape

This heart of mine was destroyed long before you were a thought in the corner of my mind. Behind my eyes were seas that I would have never let you cross. Playing into your hands like putty was never in the cards for me. Like concrete glass gave you pieces of the surface that would never be infiltrated because I had previously played into the devil’s hands. I choose to play my hand as it is dealt, my heart knew that you were never worth my precious tears because I locked them away and saved them for a man who is worthy of me and my time

 The image of your surprised eyes have been etched into my mind, because I was not surprised by your actions, and I don’t hate you, I could never waste that much energy. The truth is that you were exactly what I needed at the time. A cool summer breeze with a charming energy that allowed me to lose myself in thoughts and enchantments of the soul and in you.

Who owns your heart?

Someone once told me to be careful with who owns my heart. She said baby,  It's wise to be aware of the decisions that you make, even if they hurt you and cause you to be lonely in the end. And i will not entertain foolishness Because those types of games are played by kings and queens who can afford to play games with matters of the heart. But i have never been fortunate enough to afford that luxury and I, I have been accused of being stone faced and a heartless love to previous lovers, and i make no apologies because it is better to be broke of love than to be broken down by men with no real understanding of the word. So you can call me what you'd like but i will be here with my heart in tact perfectly aligned to the left side of my chest, saving my damn self and dancing in the beautiful drumming rhythmns  of the rain. I've learned to separate my heart from my feelings to escape the torture of death. Sparing myself from the misfortunes that love of the wrong kind will bri...

I want you

I want to write about you .......I wanna taste you, I WANT YOU TO PERFORM ON ME A BEAUTIFUL sililoquy of songs and sounds that I have never heard before. I WANT TO TASTE YOU AND THE MANY DIFFERENT COLORS OF YOU . I WANT YOUR TONGUE TO INVADE MY BODY LIKE YOU ARE CONQUERING IT. I want to be your instrumental, and I want you to write lyrics to my body. I want to put my lips everywhere on you. I want you, I want to see if you are everything that i dreamed of. I WANT TO Make love to YOUR MIND SO THAT YOU WILL HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO THINK OF ME. I WANT YOU, I WANT TO WRITE ABOUT YOU I WANT TO THINK OF THINGS TO DO TO YOU AND TEASE YOU WITH MY EYES. I WANT TO SIT ACROSS FROM YOU AND BITE MY LIP, EXCITE YOU AND MAKE YOU CRAVE TO KNOW WHAT I AM THINKING. I WANT TO SING ABOUT YOU,BUT I CANT SING, SO I'LL WRITE ABOUT YOU BECAUSE THATS HOW BAD I.WANT YOU. I WANT TO COME TOGETHER AND CREATE A HURRICANE OF LOVE I WANT TO DESTROY MY BED. I WANT TO PUT YOU TO SLEEP. I WANT TO.RIDE THE RHYTHM OF...

UNTITLED

What have I become? I am tattered clothing on a beaten breast, a hollow shell who chased the wild dreams of my youth and followed them into a pit of diaster. And when i am finished i will remember to feed the stars and kisses frozen and silenced by the deadly harpoons of this time. And say my fare wells to the ever glowing moon who chased the sun away when I wished that I can see it just once more, as I walk the lonely streets of false hope paved in gold alone. And I will say my goodbyes to the glimmer of hope that once filled my eyes, and were stolen by an empty pill bottle,clever lies, and a familiar recorded tune that repeats over and over a broken song that has been played many times before . And I am alone,  My thoughts are deep and surrounded by the many screams of my body as it is injected with poison and the soft dew of my tears sits silently on my cheeks as silent rivers with broken promises and monsters that the eye refuses to see. I remember when the word love W...

You

Mr. Forbidden Territory