See They Say Life Is Its Own Problem..
They Say You Will Rise From The Bottom..
But Not In My Case..
The Bottom Is Just A Familiar Place..
Its A Second Home..
Its A Place I Call My Own..
Once I Start Climbin To The Top..
I Just Drop..
Problem After Problem..
Just Keeps Me At The Bottom..
So No Reason To Continue To Try..
I Will Always Have A Grey Sky..
No Reason To Question Why...
Its Just Who I Am..
Yea You Might Think Damn..
But I Just Find No Reason To Live..
I Find No Reason To Give..
What The *** Do I Recieve..
Still No Reason To Believe..
That Life Is Worth Living Through..
It Just Leaves Me To Think What Do I Do..
So Maybe Its My Time To Just Climb Those Stairs..
As The Sun Glares..
Step After Step The End Looks Closer..
My Life Been A RollerCoaster..
So It Time To Just End The Ride..
Its Time To Put Breathing A Side..
Its Not The Time To Hide..
With Every Step The Climb Gets Steeper..
With Every Step My Thoughts Get Deeper..
Why Live If Im Still Going To Die..
Why Do I Continue To Try..
See There I Go Questioning Why..
So With These Last Steps Approching..
And My Plan In Motion..
Everything Flowing Like The Ocean..
If No One Gets In My Way..
This Will Be My Last Day..
Today Will Be The Day I Pass Away..
I Dont Care What You Have To Say..
Its My Time To Go I Can No Longer Stay..
So As I Approach The End Of This Roof..
Maybe I Should Tell The Truth..
I Looked At Life Like A Scam..
Maybe Thats Why I Dont Like The Way I Am..
I Looked At Life Like A Joke..
Now Its All Up In Smoke..
Right In Front Of My Face..
Earth Just Isnt My Place..
Dont Think Any Place Is....
So As I Take This Last Time To Reminisce..
I Look Back On My Life And Think..
How Everything Was There Till I Decided To Blink..
Then It All Disappeared..
See This Was The Day I Always Feared..
But *** It This Is My Time..
This Thought Been Running Through My Mind..
No Longer Can I Push It Behind..
Well My Life Is Over I Ran Out Of Time..
Its About That Time I Flat Line...