Oakland

I used to be scared worrying about tomorrows I knew they weren't promised, even more so borrowed my life stacked against these sorrows karma is a two way streak cold hearted dudes carry heat obituaries life's receipt death is normal at least around here we use drugs to mask fear guns replace muscle we pretend not to play games but how else would you get her to do such things disgusted by the fiends a necessary evil to secure financial means death on your hands a hard thing to deal with, get drank and fallout with regret I guess things will never change as liquor invades the brain pains starts to fade and everything's normal again my insides are dry rotting with shame I pray one day holy water would rain and wash these blood stains down the drain this is California where it never rains the drought is what brings the wolves out they never forgive, never forget silent nights are a bit far fetched the true attitude of a mut who ain't never had shh never gave a f***! I did everything but gave up...