Forgive Me..

The Temptations

SUNSHINE BLUE SKIES..sometimes temptaion is a mf. You don't love her, but you would f### her. And that just would mess up the trust you have with your babymother.

MY GIRL..MY..she knew that she could never be. It was only tempation feelings that I was feeling when I let her lay next me.

AINT TO PROUD TO BEG..i'm saying that in my singing voice.Temptation is a feeling you get that you want to act on, but doing that is a choice.

I said it was just my IMAGINATION..I could only picture her naked.The thought was amazing, but lets face it. If I put my thoughts into actions my girl would be devastated.

PAPA WAS A ROLLING STONE..don't want my lil seeds to say that because I ran out on the account me and their mother couldn't make it work. All because I decided to act out when I felt every nerve of Temptation it would hurt.

Head Held High

Everyday I think of so many ways to get by.

I could hustle, rob, or kill. But will I get by?

I keep my head held high no matter the situations.

People gave up on me I damn near gave up on myself when I couldnt make it.

Prayed to God so many nights I felt he wasn't listening.

Cried so many nights my own tears i was slipping in.

But I keep my held high. 

I know I cant give up even do sometimes I feel thats the only choice.

So I keep faith and remove hatred ones from my circle.

Because sometimes the ones you think got your best interest are the main people to hurt you.

Holding grudges on those people at the end could hurt you.

I keep my held high even though some people have no faith in me.

I keep my head held high even if my enemies is hating me.

I keep my head high no matter how many people doubt me.

I love me and if you loved yo...

Personal Invasion

Damn! I feel like giving up everything because nothing
is going good. Ok..give me a break because I normally
dont explain what's understood. But how I'm feeling
I can't even back down or change the facts if I could.
What's crazy is if I had the ability to switch things up
I don't think I would.

Have you ever just sat and thought about your life. You
tell yourself you gone change tomorrow, but tomorrow
comes and you still ain't living right. Emotions take
over reality and you can't even put up a fight.
Everyone see a pretty smile on the outside but it ain't
so pleasant inside. Stressing and depressed to the
point you wanna die. And i'll be damned to drop a tear
because they say a grown man should not cry. Take a
drag from this Newport and just stare at the sky.You
build so much with a selfish individual and find out
their favorite w...

On The Outside Loooking In..

Maybe she's just to good for him or maybe he's to good
for her. We're on the outside looking in, so how would
we really know?

They look so good together, I mean perfectly matched
it seems. These kind of relations are the ones we see
in dreams. They dont argue ever. When she's sick he
makes her better. They say they will be forever. Her
family loves him and as for his..well they are glad that he
met her.

They never really struggled, he buys her what she wants.
He doesn't even cheat, and he promised her he won't.
They go to church ever Sunday. He's a God fearing man.
Every situation he makes it his way to understand.
Sometimes he doesn't want to be bothered but he still
never leaves the house. They may fuss at each other, but
the same day and same timing they realize they should
work it out.He don't drink or smoke weed. Her tell

Respect It Respect Me

I'm done showing out calling you es off in public. Done
getting mad and getting drunk than being like Fuk It. Done being
the old me. I'm self-distructing myself slowly. And for you to
allow these things with me..you must be love addicted. I guess
my love got you OD'd.

Hooked like codeine.Protective like you own me.You get mad you
be on 1..or maybe 2. But piss me off I be on 3. We so far from
perfect..girl we both need help and THAT'S ON ME. No piano
lessons at all cuz we can't stay on key. And ONLY when the drugs
are gone I feel like dieng. But that's just depressed thoughts
of being lonely.Nose numb, head hung I'm feeling like Tony.

Fighting with myself and with you..feel like i'm jumping myself.
And if myself won't help and no need to turn to the left. Girl
you stress me out and apparently you want to be a victim,right
now things just diffe...

No Caption Needed!!

Often we flee away from the truth and run toward the
direction of lies.
We have the blind leading the blind our loved ones
wearing disguise.
All we hear now days is boy oh boy..just look how
times flies. Enemies have gained more courage now
days, they are directly staring you in the eye. The
fact still stands that life is to short. Alot of
babies being born and even more being aborted. The
babydadies could careless and the mama just can't
afford it. And don't let the innocent look fool you
because if she was to keep the bastard baby they would
probaly end up on Maury. But God forgive us people.
For we all have sinned. No one person is greater than
the next man. And forgive us again for challenging
your power, without you things are impossible. Forgive
us for indulging ourselves in the gossip. Forgive us
for wanting to give up when things dont go our way.<...

All She Need

Torn betwteen the 2 she reminded me of Latoya Luckett. She loved him, but he didn't love her, a love triangle they was stuck in. All she needed was attention, guidance, and a little luck when.. eveyrthing fell off. It fell off all of a  sudden.

She said he would always be her baby. She reminded me of Mariah Carey. No matter the facts that stood she would love him for bad or good. All she needed was a real man, with real feelings, but she fell
for that average n#### from the hood.

Member them words like yesterday. She said that she was in love with him, he set her free, she couldn't do this thing called life without him
here with her. She reminded me of Beyonce falling in love with Jay-Z. All she needed was a man who was as well on his feet as she.The money they made together you could multiplied by 3.

Day dreaming on things you said. I was the best you ever had.I made her into her a ...

I Don't Want To Be Judged

Some say arguments make a relationship stronger,especially if yall can pull through it. But the way I see it is..why should we have to argue just to pull through s###? Sometimes in anger we say to much that hurt feelings. Those words can not be unsaid. So there's no easy way in processing a true healing. Broken promises shattered. The only thing that matters is.. the things you thought mattered doesn't even matter sh##!! Speaking hypothetically..we break up to make up..
make up to break up..DAMN..I think you get the recipe. 1/4 of hatred, 2/3 of love..No matter how much mix the ingredients together you still end up with US!! Its a love-hate thing they label it. Sometimes I wonder how can you love and hate someone all at the same time?? Is the love so strong it sickens you..so hate is the only thing it could be defined as? They say let time pass and she'll come around. But what if when she decides to come around, I'm tired of waiting and start backing down.W...

Return If Possible (R.I.P.)

No amount of tears could cure the pain deep within.You live to die they say and in this world we all sin.I lost a brother, a father-figure, fa real
my only friend.To see your smile to feel your touch.. I would give up all so much.To hear you fuss about different stuff..SMH..Im missing you big bru..Just to let you know some things OG been holding on.But she still shed tears everytime I play our songs. Guess i'm the oldest since you gone, but I can only be so strong. When nobody round I ball my fist so tight and tears just keep on falling down. I can only accept the heartache and adjust myself with the change. If R.I.P meant Return
If Possible everything will go back to being the same.I have no more big brother love, no more big brother hugs, no more giving out love..only for it to be tooken away. The way you was tooken away. So quickly I felt betrayed. Everything we did amongst each other will be took with me to my grave.I do want you to know. I finished school a...

RNS

I couldve stayed in these streets and been labeled a dead beat..but I ended up being a father to 3 kids who need me.I could've still bought them new j's that came out last week..but I had mouths to feed and my kids love to eat.I couldve went and cashed out on them naked women at the club.. but im stacking bread for my kids tuition.. so a big shout out to my plug. Alot of men use the same excuse my father was never around..So is that the same reason you let your own fleshing blood down..YOUR CHILD!! Who would want to miss out on such a beautiful smile?? Hearing daddy I need help with my homework..nowdays.. that's what makes me proud.Going to work and coming home to little people clothes scrolled over the house.Sitting on the side of they bed like get that thumb outta yo mouth.Nobody ever pushed me to be what I should be.AND PLEASE QUIT USING THE WORD "BABYSITTING" WHEN YOU WATCHING YO OWN SEED!!
I aint saying its peaches and cream..its been alot of tim...