I sat and watched
too many tomorrows come
and too many yesterday’s go
opened the door
I witnessed my future and pass
collide, crash and burn
on a sharp turn
I had no more tears to cry
I shuck my head
and went back inside
looking at clocks
facing time
my past was a DUI
my future was just passing by
innocent, sober and dry
my past put up a hell of
a fight then died
my future had a
few scratches but survived
my journey was totaled
and trashed
I had to start all over
again from scratch
it takes more than flour
to make some dough
I had a few eggs
still I had to
borrow some more
dropped some onto
the floor
knocked on heavens door
to ask for more
I was told
that God don't live here
anymore
then tell me what
the hell am I praying for
this means war
of a spiritual kind
am I crazy or am I blind
can this condition be defined
untangle my brain to unwind
open my mind to see
nothing but flames
left behind me
heat on my back
laying down new tracks
new light no wax
strong enough to
take the flak
no smacks
I hit back
been up
been down
ready to go
another round or two
three or four
it does not matter
I've been here before
tolling the line
paid the toll