Secret Love

Sole

Mama's baby daddy's maybe,
Is this really so?
Well all I have to say to that is
From day one I have been playing both roles

Too late

Death creeps in like a thief in the night...has no age or gender restrictions, prejudice is irrelevant when it comes to selecting who's next to stand in the judgment the line

Death doesn't wait for you to get your life "right" or to say goodbye, I'm sorry, I'm wrong and you're right

Death doesn't pause so you can kiss your children goodnight one last time, or fulfill broken promises

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Death doesn't stop for one second so you can plead why you need just one more minute;
Death just creeps in like a thief in the night, claiming the next soul to stand in the judgment line

Familiar...

Scattered thoughts and images once surfaced before my very eyes

I tried to stray away from having an idled mind, so I strained my time with a even heavier case load

System over load was the warning that flashed; buried thoughts and images are currently surfacing

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An idled mind is now what I have, as well a old familiar feeling better defined as pain

I love me some me

I love being me!
So why try to alter what God created so gracefully?
Thick thighs, almond pretty brown eyes; caramel sun kissed skin,
Curvaceous physique, full lips, and a smile that can light up a dungeon

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So what that you think that a model which poses in a magazine is the reflection of me that you should see!
Truth of the matter is we don't have the same chromosomal genes; long blonde straight hair or ruby red cascading curls is not what was chosen for me to receive

Being a size 2 with a shoe size of 4 isn't structured inside if my D.N.A;
Either is green or blue eyes, so remind me once more why should I pay to change

I love being me,
So why try to change what God created so gracefully?
He only crafted one of me,
So let me do what was purposely intended and let me do the beautiful "me"

Secret Love

By the far side of the world lands you with a heart that's wonderful, sweet, and true. I lay on the other side of the world lonely, scared, and lost inside of a glass bubble kept away carrying a sign titled yield....

Destiny is the path that connects you and I followed by the essence of time. God is the master of the design that maps the leading coordinates to connect you and I.

Throughout this journey we will come across bumpy roads, cloudy days, and sunshine; yet if we pray together as a family always will remain you and I.

But why

Tough love is an action that goes unheard
unless it's you in that situation catching the blues
stuck on how and why followed by silent cries
from violent scars and tears in your eyes
but why…

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Fabricated lies that is rolled off of a tongue
Your mind instantaneously yells out “I am done”;
While your heart is heavy and your mind paces,
However your soul is quietly resting deeply in your chest
But why…

Tough love given from a loved one
Who is pained from every strike that has begun;
Class is in session, notes have been taken
So there wouldn’t be a rerun
But why…

Forever relationships have been shaken
The agony endured is so hard to overcome,
Lonely soul feels so all alone
Emotionally drained so in bed their body is formed;
All could have been avoided, yet mentally they are too young
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They said

I said that I am just playing it safe,

they said safe equals loneliness...

They said unavailable is painted on your face,

I said my story in my eyes is always available.