Sweet Dreams

Sweet Dreams

we’re so happy in my dreams

i hate having to wake up to reality

because in the realm of my subconsciousness

we’re lost and overwhelmed with happiness

that’s why i hate waking up

because reality just hits me in the face

the happiness quickly fades away

recently these dreams have started occurring almost every night

i love them, and i hate them

i hate my mind for creating them,

for creating these perfect scenarios

ridiculous, absolutely ridiculous

the thoughts of you come out to play

even in my subconscious state

my dreams are not something i can control,

they’re unavoidable

the dreams give me a false reality, of what could be

i can’t act like all that we’re capable of being is “just friends”

because the only reason these dreams are “sweet” is be...

Cruel and Brutal Beauty

you are cruel, you are brutal

you are also incredible, and beautiful

i am talking about love

i don’t like to talk about it,

because in the end it seems to end up rough

i’ve learned not to trust my feelings

if i fall in too deep it’ll probably stop my breathing

that’s why i barely make an attempt

because in the end-

i’ll probably get ***ed over

so to my future soul mate

whoever you may be

forgive me for my future stupidity and insecurities

for the concept of loves ***s me up mentally and physically

blame love for its cruel and brutal beauty

~PEACE

Beauty Pt. 2

i still can’t believe that these feelings have resurfaced

when we speak it feels like you were put into my life for a purpose

i hate not seeing you and having days and days go by

it hurts, but i keep a straight face or i try

i hate our face to face time being so limited

i don’t know what to do, im trippin because it-

in no way feels good

i would be by your side everyday if i could

you're a beauty

and i honestly to care if you don’t agree

because i’ll make sure one day you'll look in the mirror and see

why you mean so much to me

the door is locked and you're the key,

you're my missing puzzle piece

you are beautiful

you're not average,

you're not typical

physical attraction isn’t all that

but a genuine mental connection is where it’s at