So young already living with regret
As if my life is already set
Have the choices I've already made
Cause my bright future to fade
Seems as though the skies remain black
Stressing for light, giving myself a heart attack
There has to be more than this
Simply alive waiting for death's kiss
Killing myself day to day to day
Feeling like I just want to run away
Just to find a shred of peace
Find serenity and sign the lease
Drop this life and live my dream
Out of nowhere im hit with the beam
Beamed up back to reality
Everything sets in, pouring out sanity
Feeling aa though I'm already in a rut
Endless winter surviving off one nut
Just wishing it'll be warm
Negative thoughts in my mind swarm
Were the decisions I made that poor
Will I not live for more
If given the choice to change, could I
Reform the past but should I
Was it all meant to be like it was pre-sent
To bring me to the present
Though it doesn't feel like a gift
More like being stuck in a rift
As the light of a futre begins to fade
Can't undo what has already been made
Hoping life as it is isn't stone set
The youth already dancing with regret
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2b2b2 says: It can be said Life is the best and purest ink....Write On....Regrets are meant to Forget....replace with new ones...LOL...Write On....thanks for sharing....ONE - RESPECT |
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royale jones says: Very smooth reading transcending thoughts love this piece! |
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hymnagen says: The journey is sometimes a struggle, the struggle is often an inspiration, but for a writer, the inspiration is always a reward. You've been rewarded handsomely, brotha |
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