Yesterday is the first time I meet you. Today is the day I started having feelings for you. And tomorrow will be the day I fell in love with you. No one can change the past but we can change the future. We can only grow with the love we have. Its been two years and everytime you say "I love you" out of play or for real I get the tingles. At a drop of a hat I would stop and do. When we kiss, hold each other, and/or talk would make me feel alive. And now I ***ed up and will never have you. But I'm happy because your happy and I hope your happiness will last a lifetime. So, I love you as a friend, a lover only in my heart but as I did yesterday.