athomas

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Lost (In my feelings)

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just different

Feel like im in too deep , but don't wanna let go

Still confused about my past, really haven't had a official let go

But where I am and who Im with I wanna stay

For now Ive found my peace, and that smile that seem to have disappeared for a while, LOOKS LIKE ITS HERE TO STAY

But why do I still feel so lost, yet in love

My feelings are so biopolar, and my thoughts are all over the place

Dreams are getting married in a black dress, got me wondering, could I be making a mistake

But the feelings I have when he's around is so amazing and what we have I truly adore, until my past creeps back up, and Im confused once more

My past creeps up unexpected, and sometimes makes me feel sympathy..Then I start looking back wondering, whether or not my past still loves me... I even get to a point where I take 10 steps back, just to see, is it here or there, until I getting to my breaking point and I realize I really dont know where I wanna be

So now I'm in a stage of confusion, I feel like I know where I wanna go and I know where i wanna be.... But is it the right decision for me.

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		2b2b2 says: Tight Write.....thanks for sharing! poems by this commentor Summer's Last Night SO LITTLE CHI (soliloquy) Guild for the Ill
		catmartan says: Great Write, Be Encouraged ! Keep the pen moving ! poems by this commentor Your 1st heartbreak No Cares " Growth Spurt"
		hymnagen says: Be open to it, inspired by it and moved to write about it... just like you did with this one! Great share poems by this commentor Shewed Me A River Fatigued Blanched Nostalgia
		poet365 says: Touched by this.

OTHER POEMS WRITTEN BY athomas

Lost #2

I notice you love the smile I give you when im around. You love my vibe and the fact no matter what I will never let you down... You adore my dedication and my support...And you say its crazy because despite all you flaws I see right to your heart and at the lowest point in your life when no one is their I am your only support...You say I remind you of your mother and that the way I care for you is amazing...And even though you push me away, I was there when u call and yea that beyond crazy... you loved how I catered to your every need, and even though you was dealing with alot, you felt like me being by your side was all you need... Of all your lies, games, and confusion ive never let you down, and you made It known that why u wanted me around.... but As days passed I realize..... no matter how much I loved you, you were only in loved with the things I can do....

seasonal people

Daily convos To late all night talks We became close before I knew it, and what we had was sweet.... I was feeling you, hell I.thought you was feeling me It's crazy when you realize that you were only temporary Seasonal Temporary users, come in your life giving you permanent feeling, building you up just to bring you down.... Not realizing the pain they have brought... As we go through life, you never really know a person, until over a period of time... But Never allow confused, seasonal people ruin your life, causing permanent problems....