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not sure exactly what i'm writing
just felt the need to
i'm pretty calm too
not mad, hurt, or sad either.
just calm.
Don't feel like writing an inspirational piece.
nor one about that last relationship.
something new,
Love.
Finding Yourself.
The Men.
Confidence.
All the stages.
All the lessons.
Love is not meant to be seeked, it simply has to fall in place.
You fall in and out.
Heartbreak is simply one of its consequences,
when it simply isn't there anymore.
Finding yourself, is never easy.
We will always try though,
searching from high to low,
every corner
our past, our present, our future.
When you stop trying it'll be there.
The men, i adore every single one of you in different ways.
However yall will always come and go,
I will not make time for foolishness anymore.
I rather fear being alone and dying in solitude
then to change myself to conform myself up underneath man again.
Confidence. The most tricky one of all.
It is something that must come within you.
from your inner-being.
no soul or spirit can force it into you.
So what if your butts flat, your legs jiggle, her hair's done,
your not in the latest fashion.
As long as you carry yourself with your head up high,
no one will matter.
Yes, you will always have those who run their mouth.
Let Them.
Simply said, They have nothing better to do.
I will not say all of these lesson are 100% complete,
but...
92% isn't so bad either :)
Her eyes wide, full of wonder.
the yells , the scream.
what was once full of wonder.
turn to the daily routine.
the daily life.
of what is the normal in this household.
(Her Perspective)
