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Thank you dear sir.
No seriously, I would like to thank you
for keeping me single for this past year
from keeping me from rebounding to another guy
when i broke up with kevin
that stupid bull ex of my past
because without you
i wouldn't know where i would be now
no seriously thank you.
thank you for helping me stay single
and giving myself time to think things more through
to reasses my goals in life
thank you for giving me the motivation
to push myself to lose weight
that "if you don't like it change it" motto
came specifically from you.
thank you for telling me like it was even though
it was seriously something I really didn't want to know.
no seriously thank you.
because without the cause
of you telling me to wait for you while your in basics & AIT
I would have been in so much right now
i probably would have gotten raped by now
like that almost incident with that one guy.
Thanks,
no i'm being serious
for convincing me out all of this
you truly wanted to be together,
even though i wanted to stay friends
thanks,
for putting those hopes up for me
cause i thought you were perfect
& crashing them in the end.
SINCE you got back not one word.
to me or to anyone.
except for corey of course which was what ...since feb when you got back last night?
& you have the nerve to ask how i'm doing?
how i'm mother***ing doin??
i'm ***ing peachy.
happy, satisfied with life.
moving on.
back to my independent flirtatious self.
not looking for anything right now self.
no seriously ***ing thank you.
cause without you, i wouldn't have learned to be happy by myself.
to gain confidence back in myself .
without you.
i probably would have never done any of these things honestly.
thank you.
seriously thank you.for bullting me these past months.
& getting back with not one word.
telling me you wouldn't change but you did.
geee thanks.
no seriously ,
because without you I would probably not known i could do better,
that i shouldn't sacrifice what I want in a man.
just because of what he or she says,
maybe i am too picky
maybe i am to indecisive
but thanks to you
i do know what the *** i want.
tired of guys telling me that.
i know what i want.
yall just don't fit that criteria.
thank you seriously
no i'm ***ing serious
this is not no sarcastic form of expression
thank you,
for showing and proving to me all of this.
that i'm strong I didn't need you.
& i don't need anyone to make me happy.
Thanks.
The End.
