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Proposal

Thinking

I sat there pondering the possibilities of what we could become I mean I've never known a smile without strings attached But you gave it with no effort like a gift passed down through generations as a memento of beautiful moments held in the pit of my adolescent mind Still I felt warmth So warm A slight discomfort crept in my stomach and across my skin racing along my arms pouring sweat on top of the glow of my skin. I've lost days in this Stuck in this dramatic emphatic maze that left me trapped chasing the aroma of cheese hoping the allure would lead me back to a place where we become free.... Still I couldn't forget past encounters that were positioned and repositioned on top of counters which lead me to the thought of our first encounter by way Dumb is a word misused especially after the hopiful association next to the word free We were two crayons used to fill in the shallow lines of other's all the while being used down before ever getting a chance to fill in...

The brain game

I forget the color of your eyes, the shape of your smile, the smell of your hair, the softness of your voice, the texture of your skin I forgot how to be myself! How to be care free, how to live in every moment, see beauty in every sight, fall without the will to catch myself. I forget our favorite song, the laughter catching fire as the night went on, the embrace inevitably prolonged, that feeling to always wanna pick up the phone! I remember speechless nights, cold days, separate rooms that felt miles away, shifty attitudes piled on top of days, the stronge change that swept love away I forgot how to stay angry, how to wanna shout, how to be selfish and not talk it out, how to keep distance, how not to figure it out, how to leave home, how to not smile for more than a while, how to share, how to always be right!, there's only one thing that I remember that's wrong... Out of everything I forgot I just remembered it's too late because your already gone!

Forgive me for my sins and my ends

Forgive me for my sins and my ends Days like this I wished on a dollar and a dream that I could take it all back words said things seen fought the feeling of being a dead beat rhythmless blue is how my heart choose The perfect winner to always lose old habits die hard that old news days later I found myself asking for help cold as I was I felt my heart melt should've let her keep it but I was selfish wrapped in bullshyt thinking life is unfair And im not equipped to deal with Weight on my mind eased the load on my shoulders still we made up The condom broke I guess thats why we f_cked up the more you run the more you feel stuck A losing battle I think we both gave up Trapped in love caged in lust I could feel the rush The haunt of her touch Dancing with the devil Lying with the Lord Bibble on the dresser Thoughts cant be egnored Murderess concept I can live free ...

Proposal

This joy that floods my heart with happiness

forever the marking of the moment that I will miss you

holding on to that perfect night you shared yourself with my love

the taste of success fills my soul

have I ever known a strength this deep

a passion so catered

a gift so perfectly given to me

as my days merge and our moments began

I have broken myself down and put myself back together with you

My undisputedly more than a love of a friend

I dedicate this to you

my left heart

my right hand

May forever be the marking of the moment that I will miss you and beyond then.

Alter

Indebted to the wedding over

complicated confessions stir crazy

directions over charged emotions imbedded in every session wires

crossed signed crossed good moments lost in bad translations

unable to forget it never quite

empathetic double edged

meanings like your pathetic there

I said it together forever no

matter the weather its always

okay long as we're together...I do!

never thought it would be me!

Easy come easy go

it was hard to admit I love you. more than you know

To me you will always be beautiful

I love you from your toes to your fingernail cuticles

Love the way you let me hug you from the back and kiss you on yo neck

Stress is just stress

But it all melt away when we sitting in a tub and im squeezing hot water on your chest

And everytime that you kiss me makes me feel everytime that you really really missed me

Funny how we went from rubbing on each other to rubbing off on each other

I trust you enough to not use a rubber but we not ready for that step

one day I can see us with a house full living like its full house

Strawberries and Belgian waffles

Girl you make me smile even with my eyes closed

If you seen where I've been this is short of nothing but a blessing

Matter of fact while on the floor wiping up this ranch dressing I have ...

Not to be pushy

I'm only saying that your beautiful

Â Â Â can we just sit on the roof for a few

Â Â Â Â Star gazing as my hearts racing

Â Â Â Â Â We can have a stimulating conversation and hopefully down the line it can lead to relations

Â Â Â Â Patience is a virtue

Â Â Â Â I promise if you let me in

Â Â Â Â I'll never hurt you

Â Â Â Â Ill work two jobs to make sure that you never have to do

What those other girls did just to live

Â Â Â I see you one day have my kids

Â Â Â You being the best part of waking up

Â Â Â Â seeing you naked next to me with no makeup

Â Â Â Â Â Â Smiling at each other at the kitchen table

Â Â Â Â Â Eating what you cook for us

Â Â Â Â Â Vacationing in the hot tropics

Â Â Â Â Â Â am I saying too much

Â Â Â Â Â Â should I stop it?

Softened Stone

I heard a song today and thought of you

I had to tilt my head back

to stop the tears from breaking through

As it played on

I remembered how in love I was. from the lyrics in the song

The notes startled my heartbeat

I never really thought I would get over you

I felt the blue sky reflecting my mood

The view of nothing for miles

made me long for you

No matter how much I fight it

I still belong to you

The hook said everything my mind went through

I wish....

I didn't.......

miss you

anymore!

Optimistic

Wouldn't it be better if we were stuck in those days when we would just ly on the couch and you would run your hand over my waves

How you would pretend to be my sister's friend so you could spend the night then you would sneak in my bed before it got to late at night

Or arguing about nothing just being in a continuous fight just to have makeup sex seven times a night

Riding the bus all day to get to the good movies and falling asleep on the Bart after we eat my arm around your shoulder and your head on my chest and you slobbing all over my shirt and s*** LOL

Those were the best

Remember when I got my first spot? I had nothing but an twin size bed and no TV we sat in the bed like the fork and the spoon me kissing the spot behind your ear and you staring out the window at the moon

Some times at night I close my eyes and picture all we been through and I'm mesmerized

I still see that spoiled little girl with the rude attitude I fell i...

Left behind

I was caught by the illusion

Intoxicated by the confusion

Suffered a mild attraction

Slip hard and lost some traction

Thought I was gaining something

but was hit by the subtraction

I lost more than just a piece

When I stare in the mirror

Its hard to find me

I accepted the thought

I would never find peace

As long as you are lost

There will be no finding me

Or finding light at the end of my tunnel

No need to talk or discuss my sad sounds

Wipe tears from my face when people are around

When I lost you I lost faith

Welcome to my reverse

Lost & Found


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Proposal

Thinking

The brain game

Forgive me for my sins and my ends

Proposal

Alter

never thought it would be me!

Not to be pushy

Softened Stone

Optimistic

Left behind

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