Nightmares of my reality
Losing focus on whats in front of me
Killing dreams I have yet to see
Indulging in preventable sins
Working hard each day to get no where, go no where
Assuming everything around me is one big mess
I create my own stress
Today I think im going to confess
Regret after regret
Mistake after mistake
The healing process never begins
When I think its over, I dive right into another sin
Almost as if im not done with what the world has to offer
Knowing that it cant be my excuse when im kneeling at the alter
Father, I have intentionally sinned
Now its probably to late to repent or make mends
But I must confess and become clean
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2b2b2 says: Relevant Purge....Deep....thanks for sharing! |
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You tell meI throw insults Say curse words And give nasty looks Suicide has me hooked I imagine the 3 ton steal moving at 70mph Slamming againt my body Blood, flesh and limbs Scattered all over the place Covering each persons face You could never tell on my face That I crave suicide as my fate God never shows up late And I never forget my place Even though I feel like I desperatly need a break Life never taste like a piece of cake But it feels like that time of the month when your friend shows up late Golden gates your so close but God pushes you so far away So I put my half into life and wait for that day Each night I release the tention from the day and pray Waiting for God to wake me the next day To devour any issue and/or pain that awaits.  |
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UnfocusedNightmares of my reality Losing focus on whats in front of me Killing dreams I have yet to see Indulging in preventable sins Working hard each day to get no where, go no where Assuming everything around me is one big mess I create my own stress Today I think im going to confess Regret after regret Mistake after mistake The healing process never begins When I think its over, I dive right into another sin Almost as if im not done with what the world has to offer Knowing that it cant be my excuse when im kneeling at the alter Father, I have intentionally sinned Now its probably to late to repent or make mends But I must confess and become clean |
HimI knew what was behind the double doors before I walked in Fornication, breaking oaths to the Lord,and making an enemy of thy neighbor are just a few of the sins I indulged with no intentions on things coming to an end So desperate I was even willing for us to become friends I risked it all hoping that youll catch me once I fall Even though I knew lies would be plastered across the walls So pressed I released the door from its hinges Exposing everything for what it is and not to mention the truth within it Stuck at the table with the truth right in from of me Plate to face I secretly took bites of the lies I hid under the table Sure that I was gonna become full and become the winning one instead of the fool Balling with pain God set up more and more blessings in my path |