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life

To be me you have to live me

you have to experience what

i have experienced

My life is not the easiest to handle,

My life is a like living NEEDLE!!!

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See the reason for my pain is b/c of the everyday,

things I go through.

What hold up,

Itz time for me to come out.

Wha Wha itz a GIRL!!!!

See I was a happy child.

I was Like,

SMILE CELEE SMILE.

even on a cloudy day

See there not a understanding to

where things went wrong

WHERE A YOUNG girl

TURNED into a damaged

SOOUUUULLL

JUst slide right in there

LIKe i was in the SOul train

AWARDS

IN this world itz hurts you

like it hurts me

IM not that INnocent child no more

HONEY

BEing denied by a

FATHER

that u once loved

isnt the easiest thing a child can experience

I didnt become a superwoman because i wanted to be

I BECAME A SUPERWOMAN BECAUSE I HAD TO BE!!!

IT was like court this and court that

BUT MY OVER HERE SCREAMING

WHERE MY FATHER AT!!!!!
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IM suppose to be a

woman strong in her submission

BUT

im human i have

FEELINGS

you know that thing you feel when

u happy sad or aggravated

let me not go on

LETZ SLLLOOOOWWW

IT DOwn

i have goals in life,

but obstacles in my way.

I NOT afraid

to push things out my way

But listen

I COMPLAIN

I DONT Feel like it

i dont want to do it

but in reality

I NEED TO DO IT.

I need to make my mum PROUD

NOT ONLY proud but

to see her child did something with

her life.

I was once a trouble soul

without anything to hold

I kept my feelings in side

and let

THe anger get out

of CONTROL

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TBH i need help

i really do

BElieve that i have trust issues

believe that i want to make it in life

and that no one aint getting

SH*T

rewind aint getting nothing from

ME.

I HAVE GOAls

ima scream to the mountains

and no 1

is going to kill my pride

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i want it

i need it

i can get it

i have to work hard for it

i cant get it

if im not working hard for it

it gain it

i have to feel it

to be

Better

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I can make it through my storm

with determination

with hard work

IM A CHANGED PERSON

NOW

working hard as ever

NO MORE Attitude

no more CRYING

JUST ME

ONLY ME

it feels so good

saying that

I LOVE ME

AND ONLY ME

I got silver at my feet

and GOLD

at my head

i worship me

BECAUSE

ALl i got is me

I RISE

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		2b2b2 says: BRILLIANT UPLIFT.....Namaste poems by this commentor Puzzle Lovelorn WHERE
		__yannaz says: Many Thanks. poems by this commentor journey by yanna Who am I? who me
		hymnagen says: Enjoyed this life journey. looking forward to the next leg poems by this commentor The Right Word Ms. Insecurity Blanched Nostalgia

OTHER POEMS WRITTEN BY __yannaz

Dead End by yanna

It is not normal to walk in

And think you going to like someone right?

Especially a teacher in this case

You were out to get me I knew

You were

You were my advisor

So you were always on me

But I also kept my eyes on you like a hawk

I patiently waiting low in the grass

Like a lion waiting to pounce

On his prey

Waiting for you to slip up and I’ll catch you at the moment

But then I realize I was just a cub

Not having the knowledge to attack my prey

Then you came along high and mighty

Helping this little cub

Develop in a lioness

You developed her knowledge and made her a little wiser

Everyday

It wasn’t just a normal

Straight Outta Composition class

It was a survival class

We learn to attack life at a different angle

When you left the lion pride l...

Who am I?

Im am the daughter of a broken soul

with a steady family but piece gone

I am

the trust inside a hole

6 feet deep with no room to grow

I am the child's cretal in their father’s arm

soon to realize it was a straight jacket to bottle the fiery I built inside

I am

my attitude

the sassy, that attitude that knows you are right but want to prove you wrong

I am

my mother

her foundation her backbone her strength to go on

i am her tear drops her yells and frustration.

i am

my grandmother

her cane her walking hand bag

im every breath that she breaths and every beat of her heart

who am I?

I am the supporter

through trails you go through I am there

im the listener

the open ears ready to feed on the words

that flows from your mouth to my ears like a river

Can I Mama

Today I be Like can i mama

improper grammer and everything of the sort

Im a smart girl dont get me wrong

I know my ABC's and my 123's

But i like getting what i want

u know the fancy shoes and the new

hot ride

MAybe not any of those

the world looks at me as to young for society

But the hell with it

Can I MAma

i just want a little bit of freedom

u know that freedom that u have look over your shoulder

bc u know u doing something wrong

But i know if she gives me an inch I take a mile

and i always run back and say

CAn I MAma

i just want i aint need it

i just want to feel alive

and freeeeeeee

and U know at the end of the day im like

Can I MAma.

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To be me you have to live me

you have to experience what

i have experienced

My life is not the easiest to handle,

My life is a like living NEEDLE!!!

BLACKOUT

See the reason for my pain is b/c of the everyday,

things I go through.

What hold up,

Itz time for me to come out.

Wha Wha itz a GIRL!!!!

See I was a happy child.

I was Like,

SMILE CELEE SMILE.

even on a cloudy day

See there not a understanding to

where things went wrong

WHERE A YOUNG girl

TURNED into a damaged

SOOUUUULLL

JUst slide right in there

LIKe i was in the SOul train

AWARDS

IN this world itz hurts you

like it hurts me

IM not that INnocent child no more

HONEY

BEing denied by a

FATHER

that u once loved

isnt the easiest thin...

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Dead End by yanna

Who am I?

Can I Mama

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