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Her heart's caged in...used to be filled wit endless love. Sumone always came along to break it...so enough was enough. She wonders why they call it heartbreak when ya whole body goes numb. Askin herself does she kno of any good men...but her reply still remains at none. But she has male friends but none she considers close. Cause everytime she commits to faithfulness...a man's infidelity cripples her da most. She listens to Mary J''s "MY LIFE" album everynite cause it tells her entire existence. Cryin in her sleep cause to her...love doesnt give a . To me...she embodies strength...dazzlin and enchanted. But when a man tries to pursue her...her heart begins to panic. Surely she doesnt believe dat all men are truly savage. But lookin into her eyes...i could tell her soul was pretty damaged. One man can truly make a woman hate all men. So imagine being a blessing...surrounded by countless sin. Datz da way her heart feels...datz all her eyes will eva see. Cursed livin a loveless life without a man to set her free. So to her she's a prisoner...caged in her own state of mind. She wants love to help her escape...but she's afraid dat sorrow maybe in disguise. I've neva questioned her motives cause i kno exactly how her heart feels. When ya past consists wit failed relationships...all u can do is shed innocent tears. Men took advantage of her trust...her very essence she feels is permanently destroyed. Why love always switches out and replaces itself wit a decoy? No one by her side...so abandonment is her statement. Love packed its luggage...so misery became its replacement. She screamin *** LOVE...tossin her feelings deep in da basement. Locked and chained da door...now her heart is presumed vacant. Buried all of her emotions like bodies buried in da desert out in Vegas. She feels less than nuthin...but to me she's sacred. But who am i to promise her any damn thing? How can i provide when her emotions have been erased? How can i get close to her when she wont accept my embrace? How can i taste her sweet lips when her tears are constantly huggin her remorseful face? I wanna give her happiness...but she's so deep in agony. I wanna show her dat there's a betta way...but all she sees is tragedy. But i dont wanna present myself as a natural ***in quitter. Her heart is on da line...so im tryin to be her winner. 100 meter dash for her love...i wanna be her only sprinter. If she were to ever do a man wrong...i wanna be dat man dat forgives her. But what more can i do to convince her?!!! DAMN!!!!!
