my blood is traveling throughout my vains
but not my heart
it is dark and cold and falling apart
so what should i do
now in this drastic time of need
what is my answer
my choice is suicide indeed
yes, that is what i want
to end it all now
i will do this
the only question is how
i dont want a quick kill
nothing simple or small
i want them to fell my pain
and make their skin crawl
crawl at the fact of my hideous demise
i want blood, red blood
to be in the sight of their eyes
i want to drain myself
let my blood spill
so i wont use a gun or a knife
or overdose of pill
i will cut off my limbs
one at a time
and grind them in a blender