Guard up
Heart is broken
From this terrible spell I have awoken
Everything was too good to be true
Mad at myself for being a beautiful fool
In lust.in love.felt like it was perfect
But at the end was it worth it?
You were my angel in disguise
Turned out that all u did was have me in tears from your lies
Can't blame no one but my self
I played with the cards that was dealt
I wish this was a bad nightmare
My heart is fully aware
Aware that it will never be
In the future I don't see you and me
Lost and confuse
I realize now you are just damage goods
No matter what qualities I show
How much of a good woman I am
You won't give a damn
Its sad
It hurts
I continue to keep my guard up
Because my heart is I continue to keep my guard up
Because my heart is broken