9 months gone for something that never occurred
I guess nothing matter not even my word
Going off of feelings instead of being logic
Where we was heading was getting toxic
I lost myself in you
Crying and depressed thinking about what I am going to do
I put you before me that was a first
A foolish mistake because it only got worse
I forgot about my happiness and my needs
I was so wrapped up in your spell that I actually thought about having your seed
Talking to others about our situation
At the end it didn't make sense because we had many of complications
For one your guard was always up
Its not like I was always lying Shaking mygoing to the club
I respected you I respected us
But you didnt see that as a plus
For two you had trust issues
I'm pretty sure it would have continue
I couldn't do nothing right
I couldn't say anything right
That's the part that hurts me the most
I fell in love with someone who heart was a ghost
Meaning it was never there
I questioned myself and asked if you ever even cared
9months u had me
9months I was a priority
9months I had your back
9months of beautiful memories
1 night that took a change for the worse
5days of feeling like I was in hell
3 days to realize that I deserve better after all
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9 months9 months gone for something that never occurred I guess nothing matter not even my word Going off of feelings instead of being logic Where we was heading was getting toxic I lost myself in you Crying and depressed thinking about what I am going to do I put you before me that was a first A foolish mistake because it only got worse I forgot about my happiness and my needs I was so wrapped up in your spell that I actually thought about having your seed Talking to others about our situation At the end it didn't make sense because we had many of complications For one your guard was always up Its not like I was always lying Shaking mygoing to the club I respected you I respected us But you didnt see that as a plus For two you had trust issues I'm pretty sure it would have continue I couldn't do nothing right I couldn't say anything right That's the part that hurts me the most I fell in love with someone who heart was a gho... |
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