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T.LaShay
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Venting. Avoiding the build-up. Feeling light and expressive.

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Always Waiting....

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romance

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Deception, disloyalty, confusion

Tears, fear, anxiety

Growth, disappointment, concern

......and I STILL waited

You drug me by my heart

Grabbed onto my soul and continued to pull

Scraping my surface and bruising my mind I stood weakly

Facing my only two options

Leave or stay

Leave and break love

Stay and wait for love

There was no preparation

No warning

The decision was wrapped around my neck

Choking me lifeless

Either way I would end up losing a part of me

A part of my life I waited....

Wondering and seeking information that wasn't available for me

Gasping for reasons, falling at the thoughts

I never thought I would be put into this position

Unwillingly and helpless

You overlooked what you had

Assuming it would always be here

Looks like you were right

But how long will I stay, will I wait through the most torturing compromise of my life

Damaged and hopeful

Your visit soothed me

Until I uncovered infidelity

Until I realized I was sharing a visit with another woman

Do I belong here?

Waiting?

Or does she?

Was I meant to walk away

Leaving what I thought I needed

Only to find something that was destined for me without sneaky terms and pressed contracts

Without cursed love

 

Open minded, trying, coping

Weeping, hoping, desiring

Counting down I am still waiting....

For the distance to form a closure

For my questions to find an answer

For my mind to know why you will never love me like I love you 

For the heaviness of desperation to stop crushing me

For my eyes to stop bleeding intensely from seeing the piercing truth

For all of these reasons.....

But really for what?

Why am I waiting, still?

For a love that can't love me simply or complex

For a man who sees my glowing soul but can't match it

For a person who doesn't understand why I get tired of waiting....

 

If I let go of this ledge now I can fall for eternity in a void of possibilities

I can explore parts of my heart that were never occupied I can roam and be hurt but still move on

Because the pain I have endured in this love is untouchable

There is no greater pain

Than waiting......

Through time so precious

Moments un-met

People never introduced

Peace never found

Happiness never retrieved.....

 

No, there is no greater pain than waiting....

Just to find out that you'll always be waiting

Just to end up waiting for nothing

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COMMENTS

 

Myactionspeak says:

Once again amazing! Keep writing T.LaShay
 

T.LaShay says:

Thank you so much!!!! I will!!!!
 

Vicious Angel says:

I've seen a lot of talent but no one for me to say that I am a fan until now. I feel like you have been looking through the window of my life that has haunted me for the past year and a half to the "T". Take a bow love, you have amazing skilss.

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