what i got instead ( what i'm left with )

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the moment my pen met paper it became evident that my passion was unleashed a lost soul in need of a sweet release likre loosing my virginity for the first time a poetic orgasm filled with twiists and turn the climax was greater then any physical  intimate experience  from conception to birth thoughts untamed was born a force to be reconed with and it all started  the moment my pen hit paper

what a sweet day it was filled with poetic senius and poetic insanity a safe haven i bust my poetic nut and release all the emotion inside og me god yes it feels so good orgasm after orgasm poetic one poetic masterpiece after another the moment my pen met paper my life changed my eyes open and the world from my ***ed up perspective became a little more clearer 

so i beg it to go deeper take me alls dep into my talent drive me to the edge of euphoric bliss harder hader slam me up against the wall and make my poetic genni...

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i find it  hard to breath when you're around me  you suck the  life out of me  every time we  speak even if its just a few minutes if feel the air escape my body gasping for air i try to remember  why i loved you in the first place  the more i  to remember the more restricted my air flow becomes and yet i cant let  go  feeling like a pathetic sack of  i cant let  go

my throat is closing i need to get away i know this love is toxic and here i should not  stay but for  some sick reason  im drawn to you liek a moth to a light  i fly towards you  for  what ever  ***ed  up reason im obsessed with you my self-worth is that  low now i feind  for you  i find mysrlf unable to breath withbout you but  with you im damn near dead 

insanity reigns

everywhere i turn  there is  chaos scrambling to find a way out i am trapped lost in a slew of   distructive aggression i am lost in the confines  of  my mind  no  one  can get  me out once i am in this insanity state the scariest place to be   where i am  forever lost and no one can find me

scared my life flashes before my eyes  and endless  sea of  *** ups and  misfires   my screams become  shrieks  of terror as i razor blade away the visions of  death but nothing seems  to help the contant  movie forever replaying in my head  MAKE THIS   STOP  i scream into the black abis of my mind  but the visions get  worse  more  graphic  as i am forced to wonder how i fell so far from grace my mind  is  a mad house and i can't get away

searching for  a safe place to rest my head i find  n...

venom(i can do more with my words)

my words  are like venom laced with sinide i'm really not  a bad  person but i can be if i try all i would have to do  is  say something mean  or betta  yet  blast  yaon  fb my mind eis  rather  set  on  telling you how i feel but  my new found

venom(i can do more with my words)

my words  are like venom laced with sinide i'm really not  a bad  person but i can be if i try all i would have to do  is  say something mean  or betta  yet  blast  yaon  fb my mind eis  rather  set  on  telling you how i feel but  my new found

what i got instead ( what i'm left with )

your heart wasn't never mine you gave it to everything esle but me  instead of  yourheart you gave me  the left overs of your bad day iqas the enemy fihgting for your  time  while you were giving it  to someone else letting here into the confines of of  your hesrt 

i beg and beg and beg and  she talks  to you for  a couples hours and she gets  what i've been wanting for yesrs three ***ing years begging  and she gets in wihtin a few days all i ever wanted was something new  to see a different side i never new  but instead  you gave me this  hurt  and  anger 

resentment   and uncertainty coats our  relationship  to be honest i don't even think we can  call this  a relationship i'm her e you there   we haven't even seen each pther before  and yet here  i am  a good pathetically waist her time on a ain't man like you  h...

mentality

so madonna  calls her son a and we get mad but we the word against out  own race all the time  my this my that we can't get mad if we are apart of the problem refusing to fix  what you're apart of  we get mad at Madonna? really? caght up in that mentality we fail to see how ***ed our situation  is 

our women settle settle for beingbad  es trying to be  facebook famous seeking validation through facebook comments and likes talking about  turning up in the club  would rather learn  how to twerk then learn how ot formulate a proper sentence 

yeah that's  thst mentality willing to be a product of  your enviroment relying ong gonvernment handouts never striving  for anything more then what you have throwing the word around liek the bloodshed i se on the news everyday 

and  madonna thowing   around  the word around the word is what  we...