everything too much

everything too much

i wear my heart  on my sleeve like

a badge of honor knowing

that it had holes in it  although i

always try not to love too much, care too much,

open my heart too much  there is always that oneperson

that makes you do everything too much

and that person  for me is you catching me at

my most vulnerable moment making me  feel like i've finally done it

found somebody  who loves me for me

you see the problem with doing everything too much is that your

the only one doing too much  most times waht you do for that person and what you want from that  person in return never gets reciprocated

intentions are blurred , thigns get left unsaid, and somebody (me) usually end up getting hurt 

so be fore i fall to hard im goin to  try my hardest not ot do everything to much

haunt(bastille inspired poem)

i'll come back to haunt you

memories  will taunt you

i will try to love you

not like i'm above you

as  i look into the sky  this song plays this song

plays  reminding me of those  days of solice 

ripped a way that night  you came to play

stripping me of my innocence in the most

unbearable way then that blazing  chorus plays

i'll come back to haunt you

memories will taunt you

oh yes they taunt  my every move visions 

of you teasing my existance  ***ing

with my mind  pushing me to and  from the brink

of insanity

i will try to love you

 this cluster *** of  emotions  every time you told me you

loveed me  i believed every punch and thrust was becasue you

feeling like because i believed you hurting me was love

Mr. Monroe(can you tell I'm angry)

you made me love you   you were so damn picky too you  wouldnt leave me the *** alone so i gave in  thinking this would  be   a good thing  for  me gain a friend in th eprocess i  oromised myself i would not fall in love but  gues what my stupiddid ......

any gueses? no? i fell in love  i fell head over eals  for  an like you you selfish sun of  a ***ing you manipulated me into thinking you loved me   made me fall in love and  thenn gave me nothing but how dare you intrude like you did allow me  to fall knowing  damn well you were never intending on loving me 

then you have the never to make me seem like  a bad  person mutha***a your the  bad ***ing person  i ***ing hate the fact that my patheticcant let go ihate that  my  self worth is  so ***ed  up that i feel like i cant do any ***ing  beter  im sick of you and  ...