Can I Mama

Dead End by yanna

It is not normal to walk in

And think you going to like someone right?

Especially a teacher in this case

You were out to get me I knew

You were

You were my advisor

So you were always on me

But I also kept my eyes on you like a hawk

I patiently waiting low in the grass

Like a lion waiting to pounce

On his prey

Waiting for you to slip up and I’ll catch you at the moment

But then I realize I was just a cub

Not having the knowledge to attack my prey

Then you came along high and mighty

Helping this little cub

Develop in a lioness

You developed her knowledge and made her a little wiser

Everyday

It wasn’t just a normal

Straight Outta Composition class

It was a survival class

We learn to attack life at a different angle

When you left the lion pride l...

Who am I?

Im am the daughter of a broken soul

with a steady family but piece gone

I am

the trust inside a hole

6 feet deep with no room to grow

I am the child's cretal in their father’s arm

soon to realize it was a straight jacket to bottle the fiery I built inside

I am

my attitude

the sassy, that attitude that knows you are right but want to prove you wrong

I am

my mother

her foundation her backbone her strength to go on

i am her tear drops her yells and frustration.

i am

my grandmother

her cane her walking hand bag

im every breath that she breaths and every beat of her heart

who am I?

I am the supporter

through trails you go through I am there

im the listener

the open ears ready to feed on the words

that flows from your mouth to my ears like a river

Can I Mama

Today I be Like can i mama 

improper grammer and everything of the sort 

Im a smart girl dont get me wrong 

I know my ABC's and my 123's 

But i like getting what i want 

u know the fancy shoes and the new 

hot ride 

MAybe not any of those

the world looks at me as to young for society 

But the hell with it 

Can I MAma 

i just want a little bit of freedom 

u know that freedom that u have look over your shoulder 

bc u know u doing something wrong 

But i know if she gives me an inch I take a mile 

and i always run back and say 

CAn I MAma 

i just want i aint need it 

i just want to feel alive 

and freeeeeeee

and U know at the end of the day im like 

Can I MAma.

BLACKOUT

To be me you have to live me

you have to experience what

i have experienced

My life is not the easiest to handle,

My life is a like living NEEDLE!!!

BLACKOUT

See the reason for my pain is b/c of the everyday,

things I go through.

What hold up,

Itz time for me to come out.

Wha Wha itz a GIRL!!!!

See I was a happy child.

I was Like,

SMILE CELEE SMILE.

even on a cloudy day

See there not a understanding to

where things went wrong

WHERE A YOUNG girl

TURNED into a damaged

SOOUUUULLL

JUst slide right in there

LIKe i was in the SOul train

AWARDS

IN this world itz hurts you

like it hurts me

IM not that INnocent child no more

HONEY

BEing denied by a

FATHER

that u once loved

isnt the easiest thin...