Sometimes
I want to yell
Cause all of these
Snakes on my mf plane
Trying me
cause I look plain
Ordinary
Unlike what they are
Convinced
that a balck woman should
Be like
Act like
Act right
Hang tight
Hang loose
I take out my sword and slay them
As I ride upon my beautiful steed
Blue
Lined with
Opal and Diamonds
I assassinate the nonbelievers
As I find a scripture to calm the bereaved in this situation
I once extended my hand without hesitation
Pleading
Crying aloud
Love me
Make love to me
Be in love with me
But they chose hate as an ally
And chose to take part in my demise
Elated
when they saw me unplated
Rejoicing in my vulnerability
Certainly unaware of Who truly had gotten into
Me
Walking the tightrope of a relationship
Now referred to as frienemies
Wanting my loving and my slaughter at the same damn time