I Can't

Deadly Love

It's better to leave things alone

I won't question you on your whereabouts

Or where that purple bruise on your neck came from

Or how you got them deep red scratches on your back

I stare into your hazel eyes and see no remorse

No guilt whatsoever 

I guess the gold chain with the yellow diamonds

Don't mean anything huh?

Figures... I should've known better

You looked so innocent in lavender

Pastels brought a subtle light to your image

Saw our future through rose colored glasses

But it wasn't no garden of Eden

Maybe I'm partially to blame

Jaded with a jade green envy

That would rival an emerald 

That's no way for a diamond to shine

So foolish to think you was true blue

Believed every luxurious lie

That escaped from your ruby red lips

Every ...

Sexy Garment

I feel naked without you wrapped around me

Cover me with your tenderness

I want to only bear it all to you

Grant you access to who I am

Dress me in your sincerity

The fabric of your flesh

Meshes divinely with the fibers of my being

Drape me with your affection

Custom made to fit my body

Put you on to all my angles

My measurements and my size

I'll never outgrow you or your love

I don't ever want to take you off

I feel such intense comfort

Zip you up and button you down

Loosen you up all around

Keep me styling all year

Make a statement and make it clear

Let me wear you out

I'm a fan of vintage

Trends are for kids

I'm a grownman

So you suit me

Your name is on the label of my heart

From Playful To Faithful

You've complimented my nipple piercings

Made out with me

Told me I was hot

Made me feel sexy

Sexier than I ever felt in a long time

You took me out of my comfort zone

I like it

You took off my shoes

Removed my socks

Sucked my toes

My mind was blown

Ran your tongue up my inner thigh

I let out a sigh

A sigh of relief

My tension disappeared

My erection reappeared

Playfully kissing my testicles

Index finger probing my anus

I let out a moan

I'm relaxed now

Lips enveloping my

Up and down my shaft

Head touching throat

I begin to breathe heavy

I'm so excited and the moon is full

Killed the lights

Now it's on

Sat on top of me

Straddling me to the point of no return

With such good rhythm<...

Apology Accepted Pt.1

The make up sex was incredible

Indescribable even

I couldn't explain it if I tried

Y'all just had to be there

It was the kind of sex that makes a dude catch amnesia

Forget what the hell we was fighting for in the first place

The way she went down on me

It reminded me of how soft her lips was

It reminded me of her tender kisses

Gentle and wet

She knows how daddy likes it

I'm eagle spread on the bed

Lil Mama between my legs

Blowing me away

Blowing my mind

It's hard to concentrate when I'm hard

And I'm solid as a rock

Which means we're solid as a rock again

She told me she's sorry now it's my turn to say it back

I get my lips ready to apologize

It's on the tip of my tongue

It's all over my face

How deeply sorry I am

I'm eating her humble pie and y'all know what?

It's delicious

I Can't

I can't make it without you

I can't make it on my own

I can't do this by myself

I can't do this alone

Accept all the responsibility

Take all the blame

Carry all the baggage

Harbor all the pain

Hurt all the time

Cry all the tears

Weather all the storms

Confront all the fears

Ask all the questions

Have all the answers

Solve all the problems

Deal with all the pressures

I just can't

PDA

I'm no longer afraid

To hold your hand

In public for all to see

From this day forward

I'm proud to be seen

With you and you only

My fear of kissing you

In public for all to see

Disappeared when your lips

Connected with mine

Like two puzzle pieces

Creating the perfect picture

In public for all to see

Pedestrians in awe

As they walk pass us

Wishing they can experience

Freedom similar to ours

Displays of affection

In public for all to see

Inspires society

To hate or love

What we have

But as long as

We have each other

Then people shouldn't matter

My Gift To You

Are you ready for me?

Can you handle what I'm about to give you?

For your sake I hope you can

Because what I'm about to give you

Is intense and extreme

Not to mention personal

Are you sure you ready?

To take that leap of faith

To be the recipient

Of what I'm about to give you

Would you like to know what it is?

That you're about to receive

That I'm about to give you

Well I'm about to tell you

If you're willing to stick around

To hear me out

Well here it is

I give you my heart

Benefits Of You

I reap the benefits of you

The abundance of your love

At times overwhelming

But it doesn't matter

As long as it's available

Always prepared for me

Like a feast fit for a king

A buffet of guilty pleasures

At my choosing at any time

Difficult to make a choice

I think I'll have a hug

With a side of tender kisses

And some you know what for dessert

Wash it all down with your sweat

Your saliva your orgasm

Nourishment to my soul

Vital to my being

Unlimited access to your nutrients

I need in order to be satisfied

I reap the benefits of you

Heartless

It isn't beating properly

Something is wrong

Something isn't right

It's pumping slowly

Filtering cold blood

That's the texture of cough syrup

My heart's growing weaker

And weaker by the second

It's no good

I'm useless as a donor

I think it's broken

I think my heart is broken

Could it be fixed?

Only one way to find out

Someone has to operate on it

I might need a replacement

Does anyone have a heart?

I need one A.S.A.P.

I'm dying inside

Fetch a defribilator

Shock me back to life

Resurrect my organ

My broken heart

Held

But the way you held my hand

And caressed my palm

That's the moment I realized

Everything will work out

Hope still have a heartbeat

I feel its vital signs in your touch

Pulsating through my handprints

I feel more than your hand

I feel loved again

It's like putting a love song on repeat

Blasting through the speakers in my mind

Tears evaporate into my face

Glossy brown eyes